so yeah the weight of drinking has become to heavy for my mind to handle. every battle ends with a casuality. wether it be a faceless fat girl, a broken object or a headache that rings like a hangover. my room mate just walked in and its obvious by his silence that i probally hit him or something last night. i have 3 months to go and then i will be free again and i can ski....... to all the girls last night shaky bones is dead forever;.