I have this weird issue as a beginner in the park. I have been learning to do a proper 90 box slide. I can do 90 to switch easy but I notice that when trying to stay more aware so I can hop off the box back to front, even when I tell myself to look at the end it's over before I even have time to process it and it's like I blacked out a bit between when I hop on the box and when I come off. It makes it very difficult to use my edges and pedal on the side of the box to help me hop back off 90.
Did anyone else experience this when getting their start? Is this something that just gets better the more times I hit the feature?