What’s wrong with me?

I seem to have a new problem, one of many. After arriving home for college break in early December i couldn’t get enough of park laps. Although there was only four features, i only found myself lapping fids. Gaining back almost all my previous tricks, taking them to flat bars or kinks, even landing some new lip or unnatural tricks on rails. However, since a little after christmas I’ve lost the desire to push myself. I’ve been frequently occupying myself with left turn right turns, finding little gaps or hips along side the hill, spinning side hits into transitions and weaving in and out of the increase number of patrons with the holidays. Mostly to assert my dominance but possibly because the speed and turns are quite fun. Is it time to sell my OG edollos for dirt cheap? Post all my pivots on snowshare for ridiculous prices? Pull my big boy pants up and finally make the jump to blue Langs? Trade my Marksman for some Rossi Hero SL’s? I need some help, some consulting, i’m not ready for poc helmets, lexi poles and shin gaurds.