Replying to The skis I want do not exist

been looking for a super soft ski that is very rockerd, and is just super fun in the park. Im talking Stupid soft, lean backwards a little and fall over soft. The closest ski i have found so far to this criteria are my 2019 or 2020 surface royales (this is pre redesign. they made um stiffer WHY? and less rockered) I have tried out other skis that people say are super soft ie: vishnus, lines, fatypus/icelantic, 1000 skis, misfits skis, and have not found a ski that is to my liking. Reccomendations would be greatly appreciated, but I know that most likely i am looking for a ski that does not exist, as everyone on here says that vishnus are the softest ski, and they do not even compare to my old surface skis in terms of flex, and are way stiffer than what I would like. Yes I know soft skis break easier, and are bad for all mountain, but my local is microscopic, and I have no real need for a all mountain ski, as I only really ski park, more specifically railsl. Yall probobly gonna say some things like hit the gym or you must not weigh much, which is partially the case (135lbs) but even as a little kid at mabye 100 pounds I could butter my adult model surface skis. I can do butter on stiffer skis ie: my armada Thanos dogs. Im not saying that vishnus or any of the other skis mentioned are stiff, thety are def soft skis, just not soft enough for me. I just want to go back to some stupid soft skis
If yall know of anything like im describing let me know, skis these days gotta loosen up and quit being so stiff