Replying to Girlfriend asked for a Mac Forehand hall pass, should I kill myself?

I said some shit like Madelyn Cline mean and her response was Mac. Out of everyone in the universe? Mac really? That's like 1 DM away? I think I would be okay if it was Metej, I mean he's the next coming of Jesus Christ on skis. If she wants the redbull roster A-hall is a way better choice. What are my options guys? It's taking a toll on me, every time I see his fucking clips I just want to end it.