Replying to Backflip advice

well boys i got some unfortunate news
after literally only focusing on big cliffs and massive lines my short term memory loss having ass forgot how to backie
well shit i know how but after seeing my boy get fucking bodied off the wave yesterday i lost all confidence and now i can't seem to commit to it
pisses me off cuz i see toddlers fucking soaring off 50 foot cliffs while throwing the smoothest backflips i've ever seen and my ass can't even backie into a perfect pow landing
y'all got some advice on not being a pussy?