Replying to Feeling so unmotivated after today

I can only attempt rails that have the kicker the same height as a rail and I’ve been able to hit a basic mini flat bar for 2 months and a tube for 2.5 weeks. I see kids who have never hit rails sending rails that I’m too scared to do. Every time I learn a rail even if it is one that is the same height as a kicker it takes me a good hour to learn it. I progress so slowly from being a pussy that I’m not sure if it’s the right sport for me. Anyone ever have a similar experience?