Replying to A skiing dream that made me cry last night

It’s late May 2022, and I’m at mama hood with my friends. It’s the last day of skiing, and today was the day I crossed one off the bucket list: skied on my birthday. After skiing we hike up to illumination rock to watch the sunset over the horizon, and it is the most damn beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. In my dream I actually started crying tears of joy and just being overwhelmed with the beautiful feeling of life and earth. Might be one of the most beautiful things I am going to ever see, and I’m so stoked for the next year and the pilgrimage to hood. One of the best dreams I’ve ever had and that’s the shit that yanks me through these terrible rough patches of straight up disgust with being alive, but what I felt in that dream hit different.


a pre thank you note to mama hood :)