Replying to I hate my style

I have a pretty small trick bag and recently have been working on adding more style to my 3's and 5's but every clip that I get just makes me hate how I ski. I started to add grabs to my spins and it helped a bit but I always find something about a clip that I don't like. I watch skiers with style that I like and take inspiration from my homies that ski with me but at the end of the day I cant find a way to get to where I want to be. Does everyone hate their own style or am I just overthinking it?