Replying to Wishing my life away?

I moved to Canada in June last year on a 2 year work visa. Started work at Panorama BC to work as a lifty in the bike park.
Had an absolute fucking blast and progressed so much, until I basically exploded my wrist in a big crash whilst practicing for a DH race. So that cut my summer short by quite a lot, so I then spent the rest of summer waiting for winter, where I worked as a ski instructor, also at Pano.
However I could never get biking off my mind. Since I was a kid I've always been a skier, but I had such a damn good summer all I wanted to do was bike again now the wrist was better. So I basically spent all winter waiting for summer.

Now summer is here, I've been out on my bike quite a lot, but I'm already waiting for winter again now. I really fucking miss skiing, I guess you don't know what you've got until it's gone? Maybe it's just because I've got the need to bike again out of my system?

It seems I'm never happy with where I am or what I'm doing, like I'm wishing my life away.
Not sure if there's an underlying cause to this. Just wanted to get it off my chest.