Replying to How to motivate myself to do downhill longboarding again

I took a year off from college in Atlanta and came home to Chicago for the winter and spring this past school year. I started doing downhill longboarding last summer in hilly ATL and was having a lot of fun and progressing bit by bit. However in Chicago the nearest slide hill is like 45 minutes away and the garage 20 minutes away is pretty small and boring. I began to do aggressive inline when I wasn't skiing or dongboarding and rn I'm much more invested in that than dh longboarding. However, I still wanna continue doing it and progressing in the future. But hill bombing will be scary to me again the next time I try it. What do? If I wait until I go back to ATL I will be able to get to slide hills in minutes without a car, but I will be EXTREMELY rusty. But I have no desire to go out of my way to a slide hill now. Why? I gladly will travel to a skatepark, but not a slide hill? Idk what's up.