Replying to Lost my love for skiing

fuck i used to be so into skiing and constantly improving, like the last three years i have barely learned/ improved at all. I think a large part of this is due to me skiing by myself mostly as none of my friends were into park skiing. without any friends to push me forward until fairly recently i have grown to detest the sport i once charished so deeply, no amount of full tilt boots or free stickers can console my broken heart. What do i do?