I know this may seem stupid but its for a science project I'm doing
man i'm really happy and like content and wonderful right now but i don't like going to bed sometimes like right now i just can't log off and go to bed
but i guess i will
i had a wild couple of nights
and it's nice to think about them because like
if i'm thinking like "am i living my life wrongly,
should I be doing drugs instead of the sobriety i'm partaking in"
i just gotta think back to like the experiences that define me
it's cool to do things outside of the internet even if it's just reading or going for a walk or something whatever you like to do because it gives you that anchor
so when you're getting worried that you're like, not living your life like you should be you can think back to those memories and be like
actually, there are these things that make me happy
and that's what's important