Replying to I am tired of sucking.

I have fallen in love with freeskiing the last two years I am 14 I have began to try some jumps and boxes as much as I love watching freeskiing and the culture but I can't do anything. None of my friends are into it so it doesn't help but I am hungry to learn more all I can do is ride a box and hit a 360 on a good day if anyone has any advice please please help me I need it I'm starting to get more and more discouraged every time I go skiing and I don't like it.