Replying to To all those who race...

So I don't have a freestyle ski team and after getting cut from basketball :( My parents are making me race for my high school. What should i expect? Im under the impression that I can probably do whatever the hell i want but I am not sure. I just want to know if the overall vibe of racing is chill in general.
Also, what are people gonna think about me when I show up to our first practice with my park skis and short poles and Larger outerwear while they have on there Ninja g suit thing and there racing skis with there football helmets and such?
Basically, Am I going to have fun? or did I make a huge mistake