Last night I was at this party and there was this girl that I had been seeing and she likes me quite a damn bit. It was a friends 21rst birthday and people kept handing me drinks left and right and I kept getting pulled into stupid drinking games with cheap alcohol.
I ended up leaving that night with the girl and as I left I shot gunned a beer because I thought I was getting laid, I think I had really just forgotten how much I drank because I came there with three beers and came out with 9 drinks in me with in an hour and I usually try and keep it to two, or three beers because I am over getting trashed but last night was an exception.
All I remember is siting down with her at my house I got sick threw up then I remember my friends and this neighbor girl came by and got me situated because this girl I was with said I was hella drunk. I am not sure how long I was with her or what the hell happened. I think I was running around in my boxers and this other girl I knew had to put me to bed because I was trying to cook up hella food blacked out and I couldn't even stand up. I know for a fact she didn't do anything to me.
I woke up drunk dazed and wondered if I had sex with this girl because I had no clue of when she left how she left or what we did. Now today I looked in my condom nook in my desk and there is an opened package that FOR SURE is newly opened and not there before. How do I not remember this at all?
I was so blacked out I was throwing my phone against the walls and smashing the fuck out of it because I wanted to set the alarm I was drunk I couldn't function at all even if I tried.
Apparently I smoked weed which I don't remember at all and the girl said she thought I was there but I was totally blacked out and the pipe was in my room which means we smoked in my room.
God damnit fuck alcohol. What the hell actually happened? she didn't say we had sex but im not sure if thats because she now realized I was way the fuck blacked out lol.