Replying to Improving air awareness

So i'm looking to improve my kicker game, my skiing sucks but especially my kicker game. I can 3 and have hit a couple of 5s before (CLAIM) but never backflipped or stuff.

Since i'm from the UK i'm limited to hitting decent kickers like 1-2 weeks a year.

My problem is when i'm in the air I "blackout". I hit the kicker, hit my trick then land, but i'm never spotting my landing, or know where the hell I am really.

What would you guys advise to get better at knowing where I am and throwing down some bigger tricks. Really wanna learn to cork 7 at some point so need to get over this issue first!

Cheers NS.