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DaphIt's pretty deep, I scrubbed all the charred skin off but there's still a few layers of dead shit that I don't want to peel off yet cause it's pretty raw and nasty, there is about a quarter sized chunk that's rubbed down to the lower skin layer and it's all bloody and full of fluid and if I don't keep it covered i get nasty skin goop on everything

DaphThe goddamn splice guy burnt my finger with the oxy-acetylene torch and it's such a nasty mess right now. This thing is gonna take forever to heal

intifadaWho did the splice?

DaphRJ Knight. Used to have Norm Duke splice for us but he retired last year. They're definitely different from each other

intifadaI met rj once at rmla a couple years ago. We've got Jorge tonnet doing most of our stuff.

intifadaI met rj once at rmla a couple years ago. We've got Jorge tonnet doing most of our stuff.

theabortionatorIt kind of scares me that even now at 28, I'm relying on friend to tell me about places and things I did. I properly fucked my brain up a couple times.
The headaches, sensitivity to noise, and other issues have gotten much better, but my memory is still shit.

Idk, I've been using my insta more. One reason was that I got some shit from people because I was traveling a bunch but not posting often. So I started using insta. But then I was also thinking about, what about when I forget all this shit? When I don't even remember being places?

I think facebook and insta etc will be awesome for that. I should keep a journal but I don't and don't think I will, even though I've thought about it.

Idk, it's just weird to think that my memory might just start getting worse and I might forget more. I'm already horrible with a lot of things.

10 years ago I could have told you names, dates, places of all this crazy shit that happened in history. Now I sometimes forget what I'm doing, what my friends names are, what I did the day before. It's fucking stupid.

I mean, I get that brain injuries are brain injuries, but still. It's just crazy. I like to talk to people and I'm pretty friendly. I end up meeting a lot of people, really great genuine people. I feel fucking terrible that I can't remember them. Not even faces. I have no idea, who they are or where I know them from. It doesn't really help me or them doing the "it's not you it's me" thing.

Deleted a bunch of personal stuff about friends that have died, and life and shit. A lot of times I delete everything but I guess I'll post something. Idk why.

Life is a fucking trip man. You show up on this earth and you've got a completely random amount of time. You just don't fucking know. All you can do is make the most of it, and when it's time, it's time.

RparrThat’s terrifying, I quit smoking weed because my memory was shot but you can exactly undo concussions

DayManI've been feeling my memory get worse than ever recently because of smoking weed, do you feel like now that you've quit your memory has improved?

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DIRTYBUBBLEFuck me I just snapped my collarbone at Abay

MilaKunisI fucking hate this gluten free bullshit trend. Fuck off with this shit you fucking dumb ass white girls.

iced^Jeez from your last few posts it sounds like your life has gone down the the shitter. And to think I came here to complain about chaffing from my uniform lol

Rparrshit that hurts me just to read, it's only October. I'm sorry man

.lenconTold a friend about a job that you usually apply to in Jan/Feb. She was interested in it for sure so I was kinda giving her tips on it and what not. There's also a drug test with this job.

anyway, I hear that they are going to start application in November this time around.. so in like a month. So I call her and let her know, and she asks me "if the application date is in November will that speed up the application process?" And so I tell her that it could and what not, so then she asks "so will the drug test be earlier than normal?" And I said "maybe". She then freaks out on me and says how that's not a good answer. Sorry I don't know the exact dates to everything? Haha I have to go through the same process as her. I mean, I tell you about the job and give you tips are you're freaking out on me cause I don't even know the exact dates? My bosses don't even know the exact dates. Seriously thinking about not helping her out anymore. She just wants to know when she should stop smoking and if she can't figure that out for herself then she probably isn't responsible enough for a job that isn't waiting tables.

Profahoben_212If she doesn't care enough to just stop smoking now who gives a fuck. Let her keep waiting tables.

If she cared about the job enough she wouldn't be freaking out about some drug test lol. Just stop helping her you don't need to baby people through life

.lenconYeah don't think I'm gonna help her out anymore.. I mean she was cool, but that was kind of low of her. If she decides to keep being a tool I'm not gonna help her.

Titus69I’m a pothead and can say that stopping isn’t that hard. I just ran out of nug and stayed clean for a week and used a detox drink “ready clean” 3 hours before my test and passed, now I’m back to burning again, I also am enjoying not the job so it’s worth it.

.lenconIts not hard for me to stop. Doubt its hard for her to stop. But if she really gets mad when I am trying to help and if she cant figure out when she should stop.. then she probably shouldnt smoke in the first place or deserve a good job.

Titus69Yeah it’s kinda bad she’s turning away your help, just tell her if she quits while getting a good job, she’ll be able to afford more nug. That was part of my motivation cause my old job was basically finding my weed.

.lenconWell she's a girl so she doesn't pay for weed.

Titus69Fuck sake, well that won’t always work so it’s good to have a good paying job anyway lol. She get off her BF or something? My friend over the summer was straight up with girls, no free bud.

.lenconNo but she's an attractive girl. Just show up to a place where people are smoking and you'll be in on the bowl.

obviously no one would ever give her weed straight up, but she and many other girls can smoke with ya and never pay a dime.

.lenconNo but she's an attractive girl. Just show up to a place where people are smoking and you'll be in on the bowl.

obviously no one would ever give her weed straight up, but she and many other girls can smoke with ya and never pay a dime.

icedShe sounds like 50 year old prostitute material.

DaphSo there's two houses on the property I live at and the two dudes that live in the other house are really starting to get on my nerves. My roommate and I have been rallying the fuck out of firewood for the last two months, split the price for a nice chainsaw, go cut together on our weekends and both round and split wood at home. We have 4 cord split and stacked in the wood shed that we built and that is pretty much exactly how much we need for the winter. Our wood stove is our primary heat source, same with the other house. The neighbors have been taking wood from our pile and haven't contributed anything to the process. We've asked one of them who has a truck if we can borrow it when we go cut, both my roommate and I have small SUVs that can't hold that much wood, and he is being a dick about it. There's no real way to lock the wood shed, it's an open 3 sider, and we can't really keep them from taking it.
Also they come over for dinner all the time because they never have food and I cook a lot. The occasional dinner is fine, but when it's several times a week and they never bring food, weed or beer and just mooch everything off of us, it really rustles my jimmies.

SEABURNadopted a puppy from Texas that was abandoned during the recent flood. $600 for shots, chip, spay, and flight to Seattle (where I live). Get the dog from air cargo, and I opened the crate door to let her out to pee, and she bolted past me and ran off into a busy highway wooded area. Looked for two hours, never found her. This sucks.

DIRTYBUBBLEFuck me I just snapped my collarbone at Abay