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theabortionator
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Yeah I know there were some rant threads over the years grinds my gears and whatever. I don't think any of them were that happening to dig up. I probably made one of them honestly. Whatever.

I figured if we could rant somewhere we'd be more docile creatures in the rest of the forums.
Jun 24 2014 10:59PM
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Ftacnik
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FtacnikAnd this is why I'm scared to freelance. I make enough in my photography to support myself yet I still work a terrible landscaping (mowing lawns) job 3 days a week so I can rely on that paycheck every other week to pay my monthly bills.


Excellent use of your 2,000th post dude
Nov 13 2014 3:09PM
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Bodhisattva_
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"It's a dark science, when ya friends start dyin,
Like how could he go? he was part lion.."


Hardest hitting Mac Miller line. Losing a friend sux.
Nov 13 2014 5:56PM
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theabortionator
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How hard is it to drive honestly.

Fuck you driving slow in the left lane, fuck you and your 20mph range, fuck you and your stop on the on ramp so nobody has any speed, fuck you for littering, fuck you everybody who i forgot to mention.

Idk i dont feel as mad as i did. I should have ranted while the hurt still flowd deep in my veins.
Nov 14 2014 1:13PM
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cool_name
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Why on earth do stats teachers always make you do those god damn stupid survey assignments . What the fuck will I learn by getting 30 people to answer some stupid survey. Honestly, this is in a business course, It is not like going door to door soliciting is going to be an important aspect of any job I will have in the future. Not to sound like an asshole, but I even if I did I would just hire some teenagers to do that for me because even now without me degree I have a better job than a data fucking collector

Yes, it isn't a hard task, but it is absolutely pointless for me to go around and look for 30 people to answer my god damn survey. Just give me some made up data to use instead.

All in all, fuck you, you peice of shit stat instructor
Nov 14 2014 7:45PM
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27sloan
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Tall tees have to be the stupidest things for a skier to wear in public. Im all for tall tees but when your knees have disappeared into your shirt while your buying a new washing machine your doing it wrong.
Nov 14 2014 10:34PM
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broto
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27sloanTall tees have to be the stupidest things for a skier to wear in public. Im all for tall tees but when your knees have disappeared into your shirt while your buying a new washing machine your doing it wrong.


Are you saying you don't buy a washing machine with an 8xl hoodie?
Nov 14 2014 11:48PM
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ModMommy
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I CAN NOT stand my roommate's friends. One of them gives me cold ass stares, and the others are massive hicks. They're here every Friday, I can't even have people over. Not to mention they're noisy and disregard the fact that I am entitled to my privacy. Go hunt something, you load of hicks. Stop talking right in front of my door.
Nov 15 2014 12:10AM
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Mingg
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I miss my best friend. She's the only friend from high school I still talk to and she's the only real friend I've ever had. It sucks not having anyone here to know you can count on all the time. With it starting to snow and our resorts opening in the next couple of weeks I can't help but to be kind of sad. I mean I'm stoked to ski and all but she was one of maybe 3 people I'd actually look forward to skiing with the past few years. Every day after school we'd drive up to the hill and ride all night. When i say everyday I really do mean every day. Now she's out in Whiteface and don't get me wrong, I'm so happy for her. She's out living her dream and that's so awesome but I'm so lonely back here. I'm riding on a team this winter and I'm sure it will be awesome with these guys but it's just not the same without her. She's the one who really pushed me to progress the past few years. I really would not be where I am without her. We have so many memories out on the hill and riding with different people is going to be weird. We've already made plans to Skype each other on the lift cause we're retards like that hahaha... I just don't think anything will ever compare to riding with her and its depressing. This year will be the first year in 4 years where we don't ride opening day together... it's going to be so weird.

On a more positive note, we're going to Smuggs together in Feb for my birthday weekend and I'm really stoked to see how much she progresses. She kills it and I really hope she does some sick shit out there this winter(:
Nov 15 2014 12:39AM
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SFB
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ramen noodles taste like salty butthole
Nov 15 2014 1:01AM
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theabortionator
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ImmasI CAN NOT stand my roommate's friends. One of them gives me cold ass stares, and the others are massive hicks. They're here every Friday, I can't even have people over. Not to mention they're noisy and disregard the fact that I am entitled to my privacy. Go hunt something, you load of hicks. Stop talking right in front of my door.


By some pucks of grizzly. Whenevrr they annoy you open the door and roll one down the hill. Thatll give you some time depending on size of said hill.
Nov 15 2014 3:26AM
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gapersarefriends
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My friend who has a camera with a housing takes at least two weeks to put unedited pictures in a dropbox. Seriously how fucking hard is it to upload a sequence, no joke one fucking wave
Nov 16 2014 3:07PM
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connecticunt
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Realized that I've been posting a lot in this thread. I've been an angry little thing lately.

But so been dating this kid for a long while. Going to be three years soon but whatever. And we have this agreement where I've given him basically a permanent hall pass. There are a couple rules that go with it and I've put it in place for a couple different reasons but its not something I resent. He tells me what happens and I don't care. I feel totally and completely secure in the relationship where it doesn't bother me at all.

Getting to the point now, so I finally decided to get my head out of my ass and be polite and social with the people who are in my classes. Talked to the kid next to me and he said he would help me with my take home test and whatever so I gave him my number. Next thing I know I'm back at my place and my boyfriend isn't with me but I told him I made a friend and whatever and he starts screaming at me over text saying I can't go to his dorm building and blaze with him and whatever but he's getting extremely pissed about it. Like what you get to do whatever you want and I'm cool with it but I can't have one male friend? That seems wrong and over possessive to me but hey, I could be wrong.
Nov 17 2014 10:46PM
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louie.mirags
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connecticuntRealized that I've been posting a lot in this thread. I've been an angry little thing lately.

But so been dating this kid for a long while. Going to be three years soon but whatever. And we have this agreement where I've given him basically a permanent hall pass. There are a couple rules that go with it and I've put it in place for a couple different reasons but its not something I resent. He tells me what happens and I don't care. I feel totally and completely secure in the relationship where it doesn't bother me at all.

Getting to the point now, so I finally decided to get my head out of my ass and be polite and social with the people who are in my classes. Talked to the kid next to me and he said he would help me with my take home test and whatever so I gave him my number. Next thing I know I'm back at my place and my boyfriend isn't with me but I told him I made a friend and whatever and he starts screaming at me over text saying I can't go to his dorm building and blaze with him and whatever but he's getting extremely pissed about it. Like what you get to do whatever you want and I'm cool with it but I can't have one male friend? That seems wrong and over possessive to me but hey, I could be wrong.


it sounds like he is getting the better deal here. You're secure with it and it is obvious he is not. It sounds like he needs to grow and become more confident to be happy with ya. If he keeps acting like that then there isn't much you can do - it is all on him...
Nov 18 2014 10:06AM
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theabortionator
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connecticuntRealized that I've been posting a lot in this thread. I've been an angry little thing lately.

But so been dating this kid for a long while. Going to be three years soon but whatever. And we have this agreement where I've given him basically a permanent hall pass. There are a couple rules that go with it and I've put it in place for a couple different reasons but its not something I resent. He tells me what happens and I don't care. I feel totally and completely secure in the relationship where it doesn't bother me at all.

Getting to the point now, so I finally decided to get my head out of my ass and be polite and social with the people who are in my classes. Talked to the kid next to me and he said he would help me with my take home test and whatever so I gave him my number. Next thing I know I'm back at my place and my boyfriend isn't with me but I told him I made a friend and whatever and he starts screaming at me over text saying I can't go to his dorm building and blaze with him and whatever but he's getting extremely pissed about it. Like what you get to do whatever you want and I'm cool with it but I can't have one male friend? That seems wrong and over possessive to me but hey, I could be wrong.



If somebody is trying to push a rule that you cant have any male friends, I think it's time to stop seeing them. Totally my $.02
sorry to be the guy on the internet pedaling advice but that sounds fucking ridiculous.

There's too much out there in the world to close all the doors and windows because of some guy. There are lots of great people out there. Fuck the idea of missing out on good long term friends or even just the temporary ones here and there because some guy is acting like a fucking child.
Nov 18 2014 12:00PM
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GayWolf420
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Can we all stop making white people out to be the worst creature know to humankind? Especially you fucking white, fake pseudo-liberal SJW's that run rampant on the internet. I think the sooner we all realize that its not just white people that suck, its everyone on earth, than we can all get along a lot better. Stop making people scapegoats, we all fucking suck and do horrible shit to each other.
Nov 18 2014 12:13PM
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Today I had the squirts and hate everything
Nov 18 2014 5:20PM
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I BOUGHT 50 OF THE SAME PEN AND EVERY GOD DAMN ONE SUCKS ASS
Nov 18 2014 11:08PM
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JGWI
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My boss left a giant pallet in front of the freezer door today while I was inside. I don't know what to make of that?
Nov 18 2014 11:17PM
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theabortionator
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JustGoWithItMy boss left a giant pallet in front of the freezer door today while I was inside. I don't know what to make of that?


Maybe he thinks youre really hot. Tried to cool you down because heat strokes are bad and work place safety is important.
Nov 19 2014 9:54AM
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Mingg
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My mental health has spiraled downhill in the past two weeks. I've been having horrible night terrors again. As a result I'm afraid to fall asleep at night. The lack of sleep has not helped me with school in any way, shape, or form. I finally felt like I was staying on top of my stuff and it was awesome. I was so happy. I got a great job working for schuss too. Now it feels like it's just been going downhill. Falling behind in school does nothing but stress me the fuck out, especially with finals coming up. Also, my grandpa has not been doing very well(he had a stroke last christmas and has been in the hospital/nursing home since) which has been making me wonder about death and eternal oblivion. I've thought about it every night which usually causes anxiety attacks. Which also makes sleeping extremely difficult. But good news! My home hill opens tomorrow(well today I guess you could say). This whole week I've been dying to get out there. Like I'd finally have something to get excited for and I could forget about all of this shit. Sounds great right? Nope. Every highway in Buffalo is closed and there is really no possible way of getting down there. I don't know what to do and I feel like I've been drinking way too often and I really don't want to go down that road. But it feels like its inevitable at this point.

okay. I'm done bitching now and I'm sorry if you actually read that.
Nov 21 2014 1:44AM
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louie.mirags
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MinggMy mental health has spiraled downhill in the past two weeks. I've been having horrible night terrors again. As a result I'm afraid to fall asleep at night. The lack of sleep has not helped me with school in any way, shape, or form. I finally felt like I was staying on top of my stuff and it was awesome. I was so happy. I got a great job working for schuss too. Now it feels like it's just been going downhill. Falling behind in school does nothing but stress me the fuck out, especially with finals coming up. Also, my grandpa has not been doing very well(he had a stroke last christmas and has been in the hospital/nursing home since) which has been making me wonder about death and eternal oblivion. I've thought about it every night which usually causes anxiety attacks. Which also makes sleeping extremely difficult. But good news! My home hill opens tomorrow(well today I guess you could say). This whole week I've been dying to get out there. Like I'd finally have something to get excited for and I could forget about all of this shit. Sounds great right? Nope. Every highway in Buffalo is closed and there is really no possible way of getting down there. I don't know what to do and I feel like I've been drinking way too often and I really don't want to go down that road. But it feels like its inevitable at this point.

okay. I'm done bitching now and I'm sorry if you actually read that.


This time of year a lot of people get down... It can be equated to lack of vitamin D. I am not sure if you're looking for advice but stay positive and once you can hit the ski hill and get some sun rays it will be all good. Or maybe i'm wrong idk? Just food for thought
Nov 21 2014 8:37AM
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AT-AT
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MinggMy mental health has spiraled downhill in the past two weeks. I've been having horrible night terrors again. As a result I'm afraid to fall asleep at night. The lack of sleep has not helped me with school in any way, shape, or form. I finally felt like I was staying on top of my stuff and it was awesome. I was so happy. I got a great job working for schuss too. Now it feels like it's just been going downhill. Falling behind in school does nothing but stress me the fuck out, especially with finals coming up. Also, my grandpa has not been doing very well(he had a stroke last christmas and has been in the hospital/nursing home since) which has been making me wonder about death and eternal oblivion. I've thought about it every night which usually causes anxiety attacks. Which also makes sleeping extremely difficult. But good news! My home hill opens tomorrow(well today I guess you could say). This whole week I've been dying to get out there. Like I'd finally have something to get excited for and I could forget about all of this shit. Sounds great right? Nope. Every highway in Buffalo is closed and there is really no possible way of getting down there. I don't know what to do and I feel like I've been drinking way too often and I really don't want to go down that road. But it feels like its inevitable at this point.

okay. I'm done bitching now and I'm sorry if you actually read that.


I have suffered from depression my entire life. What helps me is when I stay away from alcohol (blood sugar fluctuation), exercise, put down electronics, meditate, and just let the weight off my shoulders if only for a few hours.
Nov 21 2014 11:45AM
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cool_name
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Sweet back out of the rental agreement the day we were meant to sign, why wouldn't you of looked at your finances before saying you were down to rent a house. What's even more annoying is that he was suggesting even more expensive houses while looking, wtf

The sliver lining is that he did realize it before we signed, him figuring it out after would of been much worse
Nov 21 2014 7:56PM
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elkoning
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Home Hill (cannonsburg) in Michigan was about to open its earliest it ever had, but this weekend we are suppose to get 1.5 inches of rain and freezing rain so the closed.... fuck
Nov 21 2014 7:58PM
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elkoning
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Moon_ShoesMy home mountain promised that snowmaking would be in effect last night. Well I woke up, looked at the web cams, and saw that it was BARE AS FUCK. I was talking to my friend about it and what happened was there was a water main break and they weren't able to make snow.

Here's the catch though: THE PIPE HAS BEEN BURST FOR 3 MONTHS AND THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS STILL HAVENT FIXED IT.

And if it isn't fixed soon, opening day could be moved for November 28 to as far back as MOTHERFUCKING MID JANUARY.

That shits tragic... I'm praying for you
Nov 21 2014 8:02PM
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robbinJAHood
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El_Barto.Ching chong motherfuckers


this made my day lmfao
Nov 21 2014 10:18PM
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daannnnieel
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Moon_ShoesMy home mountain promised that snowmaking would be in effect last night. Well I woke up, looked at the web cams, and saw that it was BARE AS FUCK. I was talking to my friend about it and what happened was there was a water main break and they weren't able to make snow.

Here's the catch though: THE PIPE HAS BEEN BURST FOR 3 MONTHS AND THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS STILL HAVENT FIXED IT.

And if it isn't fixed soon, opening day could be moved for November 28 to as far back as MOTHERFUCKING MID JANUARY.


Fixing water mains is a fucking ton of work man, I had to do it this summer. For the lowest paying job on site, and I ended up making like 4 grand. I can't imagine on a mountain it's going to be cheap at all... sorry man, thats shitty.



I recently quit smoking weed, and the amount of people asking me to smoke weed is unbearable. I never used to get the whole peer pressure thing because I was always a stoner, but now I feel like i'm just outgrowing my friends in a really sideways fashion. I'm not sure what i'm mad at in this scenario but quitting smoking was fucking hard.
Nov 21 2014 10:29PM
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theabortionator
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KayngBayngI recently quit smoking weed, and the amount of people asking me to smoke weed is unbearable. I never used to get the whole peer pressure thing because I was always a stoner, but now I feel like i'm just outgrowing my friends in a really sideways fashion. I'm not sure what i'm mad at in this scenario but quitting smoking was fucking hard.


You kind of just get used to it after a while. That can be a year plus though. At a certain point many changes become normal, and wants it's normal there's nothing to it.

But I hear you. Definitely weird. With all the shows I go to stopping this or that at different points was strange.
Nov 21 2014 10:34PM
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daannnnieel
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theabortionatorYou kind of just get used to it after a while. That can be a year plus though. At a certain point many changes become normal, and wants it's normal there's nothing to it.

But I hear you. Definitely weird. With all the shows I go to stopping this or that at different points was strange.


With how many of my close friends were close friends, because of weed I can imagine i'll get used to it after a bit. And yeah, stopping this or that here and there is weird, but through chem shit, cigs, and whatever else weed was defs the hardest so far which I was really god damn surprised about. Having an understanding family helps a lot honestly, they all watched my descent into whatever and they're all helping pull me back up which is cool as fuck.
Nov 21 2014 10:39PM
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Mingg
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louie.miragsThis time of year a lot of people get down... It can be equated to lack of vitamin D. I am not sure if you're looking for advice but stay positive and once you can hit the ski hill and get some sun rays it will be all good. Or maybe i'm wrong idk? Just food for thought


AT-ATI have suffered from depression my entire life. What helps me is when I stay away from alcohol (blood sugar fluctuation), exercise, put down electronics, meditate, and just let the weight off my shoulders if only for a few hours.


Thanks guys. I appreciate it a lot
Nov 22 2014 5:50AM
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LynxNation
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KayngBayngI recently quit smoking weed, and the amount of people asking me to smoke weed is unbearable. I never used to get the whole peer pressure thing because I was always a stoner, but now I feel like i'm just outgrowing my friends in a really sideways fashion. I'm not sure what i'm mad at in this scenario but quitting smoking was fucking hard.


I feel you. I've pretty much stopped drinking and it's weird how friends change or social situations change. The way I see it, it's an opportunity to "do you" figure out how to find other situations to make friends in and explore different interests. Or just grow used to always turning people down, learning how to be sober in a setting where you're usually not is hard getting used to.
Nov 22 2014 5:02PM
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theabortionator
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MinggMy mental health has spiraled downhill in the past two weeks. I've been having horrible night terrors again. As a result I'm afraid to fall asleep at night. The lack of sleep has not helped me with school in any way, shape, or form. I finally felt like I was staying on top of my stuff and it was awesome. I was so happy. I got a great job working for schuss too. Now it feels like it's just been going downhill. Falling behind in school does nothing but stress me the fuck out, especially with finals coming up. Also, my grandpa has not been doing very well(he had a stroke last christmas and has been in the hospital/nursing home since) which has been making me wonder about death and eternal oblivion. I've thought about it every night which usually causes anxiety attacks. Which also makes sleeping extremely difficult. But good news! My home hill opens tomorrow(well today I guess you could say). This whole week I've been dying to get out there. Like I'd finally have something to get excited for and I could forget about all of this shit. Sounds great right? Nope. Every highway in Buffalo is closed and there is really no possible way of getting down there. I don't know what to do and I feel like I've been drinking way too often and I really don't want to go down that road. But it feels like its inevitable at this point.

okay. I'm done bitching now and I'm sorry if you actually read that.



That sucks. Hopefully things turn around. The shitty thing with mental health is that it can take a turn in any direction at any time and make no sense. Hopefully a lot of it's just stress related and after exams that takes at least some of the pressure off and reduces the anxiety.

That's good that you'll be skiing soon. Honestly the mountain is the only thing that got me through big chunks of my life. When everything else was bullshit I had my skis/ snowboard and a mtn to just get in my zone and pretty much meditate in motion.

Don't be afraid to take a day skip a class and go skiing, or go for a hike or something if shit get's too gnarly. Mental health is important. Obviously grades and everything else are as well but just saying if things get too crazy in the midweek don't be afraid to sneak in some ski therapy.

Hopefully once you click into your bindings and take some turns the world will start to make sense again.

Good luck!
Nov 22 2014 5:16PM
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JGWI
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How can my boss take a week off with 1 days notice, but I can't get 3 days off 2 months out?
Nov 22 2014 9:22PM
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cool_name
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JustGoWithItHow can my boss take a week off with 1 days notice, but I can't get 3 days off 2 months out?


Are the three days between December 24th and January 1st?
Nov 23 2014 4:28PM
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JGWI
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cool_nameAre the three days between December 24th and January 1st?


No, late January.
Nov 23 2014 5:55PM
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I'm doing really bad in school and I have absolutely no desire to work I feel like shit and my gf is pissing me off the only thing I have to look forward to is skiing.
Nov 23 2014 6:02PM
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ModMommy
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Decided to stop drinking (really good move!!) and had no problems with the hard stuff, but damn, I enjoy pairing my dinners with a nice glass of wine. To stop that craving I've started smoking even more and I really just need to go cold turkey and throw the packs out, but every time I do, I go out and buy a new one. :/
Drinking just lost its appeal to me, and now that I'm not doing it I'm getting invited to less functions from my sisters. Thanks for the support, PPL.
I also need to quit being so fucking lazy and join that gym I want to...
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Nov 23 2014 6:14PM
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quinny needs to come back to show you all what a proper rant is.

https://www.newschoolers.com/ns/members/memberthreads/member_id/42136/

Rant about Captain Planet.
https://www.newschoolers.com/forum/thread/173887/Captain-Planet--rant-
Nov 23 2014 6:26PM
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JGWI
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ImmasDecided to stop drinking (really good move!!) and had no problems with the hard stuff, but damn, I enjoy pairing my dinners with a nice glass of wine. To stop that craving I've started smoking even more and I really just need to go cold turkey and throw the packs out, but every time I do, I go out and buy a new one. :/
Drinking just lost its appeal to me, and now that I'm not doing it I'm getting invited to less functions from my sisters. Thanks for the support, PPL.
I also need to quit being so fucking lazy and join that gym I want to...
blah


Good to hear. Carefull with quiting the smoking just yet. Keep it one thing at a time so you don't get overwhelmed.
Nov 23 2014 6:39PM
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ModMommy
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JustGoWithItGood to hear. Carefull with quiting the smoking just yet. Keep it one thing at a time so you don't get overwhelmed.


Thanks dude. One thing at a time is probably the best way to go about it.
Nov 23 2014 6:53PM
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theabortionator
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ImmasDecided to stop drinking (really good move!!) and had no problems with the hard stuff, but damn, I enjoy pairing my dinners with a nice glass of wine. To stop that craving I've started smoking even more and I really just need to go cold turkey and throw the packs out, but every time I do, I go out and buy a new one. :/
Drinking just lost its appeal to me, and now that I'm not doing it I'm getting invited to less functions from my sisters. Thanks for the support, PPL.
I also need to quit being so fucking lazy and join that gym I want to...
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[READ THE BELOW WALL OF WHATEVER IF YOU DARE]

Exercise can be really therapeutic. Even if you don't have a gym membership just doing stuff on your own. Physical labor is something I enjoy for feeling better as well but I could be weird.


As far as the exercise I don't but need to. I used to run but my knees are all fucked up now. Been kind of thinking of joining the gym in town for a while but just wasn't that into it. Was wearing some pants that were a little big the last week or lost some weight in NZ and they made me feel sexy. Was like hmm, maybe I can salvage myself and get back into semi decent shape. Just seemed like it wasn't worth it. Would be nice to be in better shape, for health reasons and I like hiking and other stuff that requires good fitness.

Instead I sit in my dark cave eat tons of shitty food and feel bad for myself.

Another plus is the gym near me is 24/7 and in a small town. Pretty quite at night. Can just turn on the lights and work out with some tunes and blow of some steam.

I get in these spots where I'm not really awake or asleep, tired, energized, sick, terrified, etc and I'm just stuck with nothing to do. I usually just watch netflix to try and calm down and make it through.(Actually works pretty well to an extent) I feel like it would be cool to just crank some music and work out.

I have no plans of trying to get crazy muscles and shit but just working out for the physical exercise and getting a little more healthy in the process.

Idk what I'm talking about but I've been really stressin somethings and not sleeping again so the reason why my post probably makes 0 sense is also the reason I'm replying.
Nov 23 2014 7:20PM
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Bodhisattva_
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Man you guys are all depressed and I just came in here to bitch that all the weed I smoke makes my short term memory shitty and so I can't find my wallet and I wish I could find my wallet so I could spend the money in there on a bunch of nice clothes for really cheap..
Nov 24 2014 5:57PM
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daannnnieel
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LynxNationI feel you. I've pretty much stopped drinking and it's weird how friends change or social situations change. The way I see it, it's an opportunity to "do you" figure out how to find other situations to make friends in and explore different interests. Or just grow used to always turning people down, learning how to be sober in a setting where you're usually not is hard getting used to.


the thing is, I was always stoned. School, home, friends houses, driving, sleeping, everything. I spent way too much money on it, and I don't even plan on fully quitting, just taking a break and getting back into a lifestyle I really enjoy, with people who I don't need to be stoned to put up with/ half ignore.

ImmasDecided to stop drinking (really good move!!) and had no problems with the hard stuff, but damn, I enjoy pairing my dinners with a nice glass of wine. To stop that craving I've started smoking even more and I really just need to go cold turkey and throw the packs out, but every time I do, I go out and buy a new one. :/
Drinking just lost its appeal to me, and now that I'm not doing it I'm getting invited to less functions from my sisters. Thanks for the support, PPL.
I also need to quit being so fucking lazy and join that gym I want to...
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The thing about any form of addiction, is that if you're going to stop one you need to stop all for a while. Even though people think it's just weed, or it's just a glass of wine, or a few cigs, it's a lot more subconscious than you would imagine. Currently, i'm doing my level best to not eat sugar, not smoke cigs, drink or bong. When I add one into the mix, a lot end up getting tossed on and it's not very cool.

An idea that i had though, was whenever I craved a smoke I would do some pushups or situps or something just to get my blood pumping and ignore it. It seemed to work really well!
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-emile-
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pretty sure i'm single now..

huh
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connecticunt
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Had to move back into my parents house because of problems with my landlord and with the apartment and whatever and I'm realizing how bad of an idea it was. I came in Sunday night at 11 when my dad said I should be home at 10:30 and they're trying to tell me I'm grounded for two weeks. I'm almost 20. I haven't lived with you in about three years. I get that it's your house and your rules but that's a little ridiculous. They even hid the keys to my car when I got home from work. That is MY car. I paid for it and you have no right to take it away from me. I really hope I find a new place soon because I cannot deal with this.
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El_Barto.
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connecticuntHad to move back into my parents house because of problems with my landlord and with the apartment and whatever and I'm realizing how bad of an idea it was. I came in Sunday night at 11 when my dad said I should be home at 10:30 and they're trying to tell me I'm grounded for two weeks. I'm almost 20. I haven't lived with you in about three years. I get that it's your house and your rules but that's a little ridiculous. They even hid the keys to my car when I got home from work. That is MY car. I paid for it and you have no right to take it away from me. I really hope I find a new place soon because I cannot deal with this.


lol...i loved living at home after college. I spent two years at home with my mom and she always did my laundry, bought me stuff and made me food. Home kicks ass
Nov 24 2014 8:00PM
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-emile-
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connecticuntThey even hid the keys to my car when I got home from work. That is MY car. I paid for it and you have no right to take it away from me.


hide their house
Nov 24 2014 8:01PM
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ModMommy
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connecticuntHad to move back into my parents house because of problems with my landlord and with the apartment and whatever and I'm realizing how bad of an idea it was. I came in Sunday night at 11 when my dad said I should be home at 10:30 and they're trying to tell me I'm grounded for two weeks. I'm almost 20. I haven't lived with you in about three years. I get that it's your house and your rules but that's a little ridiculous. They even hid the keys to my car when I got home from work. That is MY car. I paid for it and you have no right to take it away from me. I really hope I find a new place soon because I cannot deal with this.


That happened to me this past summer when I went home, I ended up having to move to Kings Beach so I wouldn't get yelled at coming home from work.

Speaking of moving out, my roommate just told me my food is taking up too much room in the house. I have 11 boxes of food. They have the fridge, chest freezer, and nearly all the cabinets full of food. I need MORE food, but there isn't enough fucking room for it. He cooks for my other roomate every night, and doesn't for me, so I have to buy meat and use it right away or else my food is gone. Fuck him.
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AT-AT
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El_Barto.lol...i loved living at home after college. I spent two years at home with my mom and she always did my laundry, bought me stuff and made me food. Home kicks ass


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.Hugo.
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El_Barto.lol...i loved living at home after college. I spent two years at home with my mom and she always did my laundry, bought me stuff and made me food. Home kicks ass


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