Rant About Whatever

BallClapperGood man. 🙏🙏🙏

Appreciate the good looks btw. Just wanted to say I wasn't doing anything wild. Hard to tell from internet forums sometimes.

I even keep xannax around as a break glass in case of emergencies but also do not take i casually or take it with alcohol.

This is actually the most stoked ive been taking opiates in years and it's legit only for the pain relief and none of the feelings it brings some people. I'm actually super happy they gave me some because it's made my recovery go way better. Last collar bone they were super weird. Also i have a high psin tolerance and don't complain. Squeeky wheel gets the grease and im not a bitch. Buteith my broken ass shoulder and tooth it's def been helpful to have the option.

As someone who lost many good friends i get why they are so restricted. I still feel like they were wayyyy too fucking liberal with them and now bounced the other way. So getting small amounts of them for a real injury seamed pretty fine this round. Not many but enough to get through the shit.
Like i said went righr back to work cause i can't afford not to.

But yeah, fuck stigmas and rip to the people who didn't make it through the opiate epidemic. Just lost another good friend, friends with bennefits last spring. Miss that girl.

Sorrythat was more for me and less for thread. Just brought up memories. Especially coming uo through the heart of it and being in probably the most at risk age group. So many messages and phone calls of friends passing away. It's actually wild as somebody who wasn't really a part of that seeing so many friends die. I hope they found peace

theabortionatorOxy, and alcohol helping. Feel way better. Just will still suck ass at work but is what it is. Have had good days and bad days but hoping for more good days to survive this week.

Not ideal but such is life

ive broken my collarbones 3 times. that shit sucks but i steer clear of oxys. even when i was a party animal. i dont fuck with downers.

partyandBSive broken my collarbones 3 times. that shit sucks but i steer clear of oxys. even when i was a party animal. i dont fuck with downers.

I've broken my 3 time's previously and am welll versed with painkillers. I have smalleys snd sm taking maybe 1 a day 2 max. I love the concern but im foreal not doing anything sketchy

last night my friend who told me he was suicidal last week sent me this:

so i called him and said wtf is going on. we talked and he told me his plan was to go upstairs and take his parents shotgun, drive out east, and kill himself in his car. he then argued with me about the morality of trying to prevent someone from ending their life. i did my fuckin best to defuse the situation and urged him to get professional help. he kept saying how he tells people his struggles and everyone but me brushes it under the rug as if its not a real problem. we aligned on connecting today and getting resources and a path forward.

so i call some facilities and create this list that has crisis services, inpatient, outpatient, therapy options. i outlined places that have government funding and how to get free therapy. took me like 1.5 hours. then this mf tells me he was just drunk and doesn’t need any help. bitch you fully outlined a plan to me and told me about daily struggles and writing suicide notes. so we are gonna get this homie some help.

im so fuckin tired of having dead friends…. 🥺😔

partyandBSlast night my friend who told me he was suicidal last week sent me this:

so i called him and said wtf is going on. we talked and he told me his plan was to go upstairs and take his parents shotgun, drive out east, and kill himself in his car. he then argued with me about the morality of trying to prevent someone from ending their life. i did my fuckin best to defuse the situation and urged him to get professional help. he kept saying how he tells people his struggles and everyone but me brushes it under the rug as if its not a real problem. we aligned on connecting today and getting resources and a path forward.

so i call some facilities and create this list that has crisis services, inpatient, outpatient, therapy options. i outlined places that have government funding and how to get free therapy. took me like 1.5 hours. then this mf tells me he was just drunk and doesn’t need any help. bitch you fully outlined a plan to me and told me about daily struggles and writing suicide notes. so we are gonna get this homie some help.

im so fuckin tired of having dead friends…. 🥺😔

Hey man that sucks. Didn't realize you were.going through things and appreciate your help and reaching out. I've really been doing the thing as best I can and trying to make it work. I hope your friend is okay and just don't want you to stress over me.

There's no guarantees for me and I won't lie but I'm seekint help, on meds and trying to make things work. When things got hella dark i called 988. So I'm open to reaching out for helpif i need