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BallClapperGood man. 🙏🙏🙏

theabortionatorOxy, and alcohol helping. Feel way better. Just will still suck ass at work but is what it is. Have had good days and bad days but hoping for more good days to survive this week.

Not ideal but such is life

partyandBSive broken my collarbones 3 times. that shit sucks but i steer clear of oxys. even when i was a party animal. i dont fuck with downers.

partyandBSlast night my friend who told me he was suicidal last week sent me this:

so i called him and said wtf is going on. we talked and he told me his plan was to go upstairs and take his parents shotgun, drive out east, and kill himself in his car. he then argued with me about the morality of trying to prevent someone from ending their life. i did my fuckin best to defuse the situation and urged him to get professional help. he kept saying how he tells people his struggles and everyone but me brushes it under the rug as if its not a real problem. we aligned on connecting today and getting resources and a path forward.

so i call some facilities and create this list that has crisis services, inpatient, outpatient, therapy options. i outlined places that have government funding and how to get free therapy. took me like 1.5 hours. then this mf tells me he was just drunk and doesn’t need any help. bitch you fully outlined a plan to me and told me about daily struggles and writing suicide notes. so we are gonna get this homie some help.

im so fuckin tired of having dead friends…. 🥺😔

theabortionatorAppreciate the good looks btw. Just wanted to say I wasn't doing anything wild. Hard to tell from internet forums sometimes.

I even keep xannax around as a break glass in case of emergencies but also do not take i casually or take it with alcohol.

This is actually the most stoked ive been taking opiates in years and it's legit only for the pain relief and none of the feelings it brings some people. I'm actually super happy they gave me some because it's made my recovery go way better. Last collar bone they were super weird. Also i have a high psin tolerance and don't complain. Squeeky wheel gets the grease and im not a bitch. Buteith my broken ass shoulder and tooth it's def been helpful to have the option.

As someone who lost many good friends i get why they are so restricted. I still feel like they were wayyyy too fucking liberal with them and now bounced the other way. So getting small amounts of them for a real injury seamed pretty fine this round. Not many but enough to get through the shit.
Like i said went righr back to work cause i can't afford not to.

But yeah, fuck stigmas and rip to the people who didn't make it through the opiate epidemic. Just lost another good friend, friends with bennefits last spring. Miss that girl.

Sorrythat was more for me and less for thread. Just brought up memories. Especially coming uo through the heart of it and being in probably the most at risk age group. So many messages and phone calls of friends passing away. It's actually wild as somebody who wasn't really a part of that seeing so many friends die. I hope they found peace

ModMommyQuite a few of my friends would solve their problems if they quit drinking, but when you bring that up they act like you’re the devil. Not trying to be the bad guy but it just so happens that alcohol is involved with every bad decision they make.

ModMommyQuite a few of my friends would solve their problems if they quit drinking, but when you bring that up they act like you’re the devil. Not trying to be the bad guy but it just so happens that alcohol is involved with every bad decision they make.

je_t.aime_canardBut when i had surgery on it to put in a titanium plate i was given a fentanyl drip with a button i could press every 5 minutes to have another microdose,

KungKalmarFuck me. I think I have another cavity. This is 3rd time in the last year.

theabortionatorDang dude. I have a dentist appointment next week. Excite cause i broke a tooth and hurtslike a bitch but also scared. Haven't been to a dentist in 6 years and probably have some cavities. Hope your shit goes well

WoFlowzi’m convinced dentists r a scam so as soon as i turned 18 stopped going.

WoFlowzi’m convinced dentists r a scam so as soon as i turned 18 stopped going.

WoFlowzi’m convinced dentists r a scam so as soon as i turned 18 stopped going.

WoFlowzi’m convinced dentists r a scam so as soon as i turned 18 stopped going.

WoFlowzi’m convinced dentists r a scam so as soon as i turned 18 stopped going.

theabortionatorDang dude. I have a dentist appointment next week. Excite cause i broke a tooth and hurtslike a bitch but also scared. Haven't been to a dentist in 6 years and probably have some cavities. Hope your shit goes well

KungKalmarAll of them have been caught early so nothing too serious. Just bummed out because I have never had them before in my life. I got an appointment in march. Can't get anything earlier for non-critical issue.

Sounds tough. 6 years is a long time. Good luck with your dentist adventure.

KungKalmarAll of them have been caught early so nothing too serious. Just bummed out because I have never had them before in my life. I got an appointment in march. Can't get anything earlier for non-critical issue.

Sounds tough. 6 years is a long time. Good luck with your dentist adventure.

partyandBSmy teeth have always been something ive been self conscious about. so i went to the dentist to inquire about veneers and homie told me no because my teeth weren’t fucked up enough. dood…. just shave them bitches down and give me a hollywood smile.

profa_212My buddy did this. Spent 6 months with the creepiest meth teeth known to man. Looked like this lmaoooo

partyandBSmy teeth have always been something ive been self conscious about. so i went to the dentist to inquire about veneers and homie told me no because my teeth weren’t fucked up enough. dood…. just shave them bitches down and give me a hollywood smile.

je_t.aime_canardAre they too fucked up for braces? Something about veneers gives me such an uncanny feeling, like they’re too unnatural

GayWolf420Love our first aid room attendant a lot but hot damn, not the type of girl to piss off. So I'm strictly "Yes ma'am, no ma'am"

BallClapper"Whass ur number ma'am" better be the next thing you say to er.

GayWolf420I'm calling the Horny Police on you.

BallClapperNot again 😩

VTshredder69Employees having higher wages is cool with me for a 25% more expensive lift ticket. But these fucks don't know shit about skiing or how to maintain a mountain properly. They should be reinvesting whatever profit they make in the mountain they own. They advertise like hell and draw more people which I think is good for the sport but then they don't reinvest profits into essential or practial mountain infrastructure.

At this point I'll keep hitting the mountains that are family owned on the INDY pass. Fuck big Corporations and their profit driven goals.

I've been saying the same thing about big pharma for years and now i'm realizing insurance is in on it. Whether it's about government mandated vaccines, Opiates, or Denying 25% of peoples healthcare claims; they only care about profit and earnings per share at the end of the day.

Feels like this is now happening to skiing. In my early 30's and I feel like an old man. But get the fuck off my lawn.

theabortionatorLiving in a 2 br with 3 21 year olds is interesting... Kinda sucks. Theyre mostly cool. One will literally throw his trash on the floor or just leave shit, beer cans,plates, wherever forever.

I cleaned some shit up a bunch today but left all his trash and clothing. Idk i get not doing dishes but at least put in im the sink, not taking out trash but at least putting it in the can. Kitchen is next to living room. 8 to 10 feet feom where he usually sits is trash.

Usually id do a couple rando dishes as i do mine but not happening now. Im not touching his trash. Kids gotta learn and words aren't working.

I get compared to me.21 is young. But its not 18 first year at college. A lot of people live independently at that point and at least have a basic understanding.

Im glad to have a spot but damn...

PartyBullshiitStart picking up whatever he leaves out and start leaving it on his bed or wherever he sleeps. That shit will stop real quick.

theabortionatorLiving in a 2 br with 3 21 year olds is interesting... Kinda sucks. Theyre mostly cool. One will literally throw his trash on the floor or just leave shit, beer cans,plates, wherever forever.

I cleaned some shit up a bunch today but left all his trash and clothing. Idk i get not doing dishes but at least put in im the sink, not taking out trash but at least putting it in the can. Kitchen is next to living room. 8 to 10 feet feom where he usually sits is trash.

Usually id do a couple rando dishes as i do mine but not happening now. Im not touching his trash. Kids gotta learn and words aren't working.

I get compared to me.21 is young. But its not 18 first year at college. A lot of people live independently at that point and at least have a basic understanding.

Im glad to have a spot but damn...

theabortionatorIm heading there or at least room.Had a 19 year old first time away from home in Aspen like 10 years ago. Started leaving doshes on the deck and had my own set of silverwhere plate bowl.

A friemd in WA i lived woth said he used to be called thw dishmaster cause he stole all the dishes and people had to ask for them lol.

Idk some people really are unaware other people exist. I see people and womder how they got there, then you seen them that age and like yup. Checks out.

partyandBSthey are pretty straight from 4.5 years of braces but then my wisdom teeth just slightly misaligned them. and 1 is just slightly chipped. and they are just slightly yellow but like they were the same as the brightest option for veneers lmao. so overall they are in decent shape but they are not 100% ya know? and if i use like crest whitening strips it hurts my teeth to the core for some reason.

SlushSeasonI fucking hate codependent couples who don't spend any time apart from each other.
My roommate (who's been one of my best friends since high school) started dating an ex mormon girl a few month ago, and within 3 weeks they were attached at the hip and spent 6+ nights a week together. Ever since then, he's been flakey as fuck, shows up late to the few social things he goes to, always brings his girlfriend and just whispers to her the entire time. She doesn't ski (fucking mormons) so I doubt he'll spend more than 20 days on the mountain this year, despite having an Alta and Ikon pass, since they can't bare to be apart for a whole day.
We're going on a Japan ski trip in 2 months (been in the works for a year) and he's entirely useless at planning, saying he'll "be free this weekend to figure it out" then not leaving his gf's side for 48 hours straight every fucking weekend. I've just started making plans myself and booking things. I've booked everything for us except for one hotel, which he insists he'll handle, but it's been 28 days since we decided on a few options and he still hasn't booked any of them. His excuse is always something about work, or travel, or whatever, but he really just refuses to put any effort into anything but his girlfriend.
This is an exact repeat of his previous (also ex mormon) girlfriend who dumped him 4 times, but he couldn't live without her and took her back every time she had 2nd thoughts about the breakup.
I really can't stand being around couples like that and if it lasts a few more months, I'll probably ask him to move out and move in with her instead.

skalbananPost this on TikTok with minecraft parkour in the background

SlushSeasonI'd prefer temple run plus family guy clips. And read by a monotone Chinese AI with incorrect captions

skalbananBrooke and jubal in the morning

SlushSeasonI don't know what that is. I've never actually been on Tiktok

theabortionatorMore tooth bitching

Holy shit. Holy shit. So it hurt enough for me to csll a dentist a while back. Been getting bad, last night was alright fuckery. Today sfter a painkiller and many otc painrelievers it feel horrible.

I have a pretty high pain tolerance and this is fucked. I texted my boss in case I cant make it on. Saod ill prolly still go, and likely will. Just don't want to get more shit not coming in because I was late a couple weeks ago.

Grabbing some plyers snd getting sendy, or handing my roommate a baseball bat and saying swing for the fences both seem hella appealing.

It's just that weird horroble ache type pain. Im making weird faces now through the pain to survive.

I've broken many bones and currently have a fresh broken collar bone and cracked rib. But that shit, wven rattling sround a machine is chill. I mean it hurts but it's whatever. This shit I've opened up a secret doorway to dental doom.


3 more days baby! Almost to the minute. I'm scared of dentists but I'm so fucking exciting.

Non_State_ActorGo to the ER and get yourself a fat stack of antibiotics. You probably have an abscess. That shit is the most painful thing I have ever dealt with. It felt like someone was pounding a red hot railroad spike into my skull, so much pain I could barely think.

dirtbro_15I got caught 'allegedly' fingering some girl my calc class and I'm not sure how I'm gonna manage to live this one down. might be one of the worse things that's happened to me in hs, so I'm not sure if I claim it as like a trophy or whatever or just deny this shit.