crimeenthusiastshe hit me up to be friends. ik she’s platonically friends with one of her past exes. in her defense she wasnt being flirty when we hung out. I think she’s totally moved on but she was my first gf and i guess im not moved on. i was telling myself she might still be into me. :/.
im sorry you are suffering from such mental anguish. without a doubt she is toxic, and hurting your well being in so many ways. you can block her from your life and go skiing and be happy... or you can drive her crazy back...
find a girlfriend tomorrow that skis , she will dump her bf to try to get you back... but dont fall for this.
find a girl that likes to be happy, and can make herself happy without being evil...