Rant About Whatever

RRhighriderI just finished cleaning out a bathroom sink full of shit. Once I finished cleaning all the shit out of the sink the drain was clogged. So I had to pull out the drain stopper. The drain was completely full of shit and hair. Fishing out the hair and shit slurry was the nastiest thing I have done. I have gotten very drunk before but I have never been so drunk that I shit in the sink. There is going to be a serious conversion about this tomorrow.

SKI.INGYou literally cleaned actual shit out of a sink? Like human feces shit?

RRhighriderI just finished cleaning out a bathroom sink full of shit. Once I finished cleaning all the shit out of the sink the drain was clogged. So I had to pull out the drain stopper. The drain was completely full of shit and hair. Fishing out the hair and shit slurry was the nastiest thing I have done. I have gotten very drunk before but I have never been so drunk that I shit in the sink. There is going to be a serious conversion about this tomorrow.

DeebieSkeebieshave you ever been so drunk before that you shit in the sink?


I know this isn't the time for wise cracks but I feel for you.. i once got so fucking shit canned, i puked into my toilet while shitting my pants/on the bathroom floor, meaning it fell out of my briefs and onto the floor.

horrified to say the least, not my proudest moment but life is full of learning experiences, right?

deNebI'd say it's a story to tell the grandkids.

safarisamTried all fucking summer to hang out with friends that stayed in town, but no one replied. I get that we we're all working, but still, you could have made the effort. Now people are hitting me up for rides and saying, " WE GOTTA HANG." butch you eint want to-you've had all summer. Can't wait for my close pals to get in Friday.

theabortionatorThe commercialization of breast cancer. This makes me want to slap people in the face. Big fuck you to the NFL on the topic as well. But all these places offering things in pink where 1 penny will go to breast cancer. Basically just upping their sales.

Cancer isn't nice, it isn't beautiful, it isn't a nice fluffy kitten to cuddle with, it fucking kills people.

Fuck your pink ribbons, fuck your pink merchandise.

Fuck off already.


The other end of this is all the other cancers killing people that don't seem to matter because they're harder to market and profit from. That even happening is straight fucked.

Idk, it just really bothers me.

safarisamTried all fucking summer to hang out with friends that stayed in town, but no one replied. I get that we we're all working, but still, you could have made the effort. Now people are hitting me up for rides and saying, " WE GOTTA HANG." butch you eint want to-you've had all summer. Can't wait for my close pals to get in Friday.

DeebieSkeebiessome would make the argument for the awareness side of things, and to an extent they may have a point, but its really not for awareness. its more profiting off of horrible shit that is thinly veiled by awareness. somehow, somewhere, someone figured out and set the standard that one of the only ways to raise awareness for something is to buy colored items where barely any of the money actually goes to where it is supposed to go. and if it does, it goes to major "non-profit" charities and organizations where they only have to give a certain fraction of their earnings away while their fucking execs or whatever cash in and make 6-7 figure salaries. Charities and non-profits are fantastic, some do some actually awesome things for people, but there are far too many ones out there that barely help people out, and are just another cash cow for some rich fuck who already has enough money pocketed.

sorry for the rambling but after seeing close family friends/teachers, and their families go through hell and back, its absolutely fucking infuriating to see people profit off of the hardships of others. but hey, that's America, right?

theabortionatorYeah. It's one of the few things that really pisses me off. The fact that we suck it up isn't any better.

The NFL is ridiculous. Pink shoes, pink gloves, and breast cancer month yet they never talk about colon, testicular, and other cancers that are killing far more or the people watching the fucking game. That's just like "WTF?!?!?!?!?!" Really? A whole fucking month of breast cancer awareness in a sport played by men and watched primarily by men all of whom are "herp derp durrrrrr I like b00bs, lol" and never mention the issues that are probably going to kill a pretty substantial amount of them.

Fucking brilliant.

Fuck your stupid pink everything.

Actually there are some good articles, even a good book/movie or two on the subject.

OregonDeadI'm totally done with the NFL. Good point about the breast cancer exploitation, just another good reason not to watch. My mother survived two different types of breast cancer. First round she was all about the Race for the cure and pink ribbons etc and it probably even helped with her mood over all. The more she learned about it the more she thought it was BS and by round 2 she thought the Kormen organisation was total BS too.

Chubz.Im so fucking sick of living at home. My parents fucking hound on me for absolutely everything i do. Always comparing me to my friends and that I'm not doing enough or that I need to do more with my life. In highschool it was not doing enough clubs or other activities. Now that I'm out of school its not having a 2nd job or some stupid shit like that. Like fuck off. And get off my fucking back about EVERYTHING.

I cant wait to get the hell out of my house

OregonDeadI'm totally done with the NFL. Good point about the breast cancer exploitation, just another good reason not to watch. My mother survived two different types of breast cancer. First round she was all about the Race for the cure and pink ribbons etc and it probably even helped with her mood over all. The more she learned about it the more she thought it was BS and by round 2 she thought the Kormen organisation was total BS too.

corgEDo you have anyone that would consider renting an apartment with you?

theabortionatorYeah it sucks. I did a couple of the walks when I was younger for someone I was really close with that had it. Survived the first 2 rounds but just died last year. Idk. I felt this way years before that but it definitely added to the sentiment.

I understand a lot of people involved are just trying to help but I just wish that everyone would really think about the things they support and are involved in.

Was asked to do a rail jam for breast cancer at one point and I said no. Not because I hate women and want them to die, but I just couldn't support it. Also I was asked "to try and work boobs into the setup" which was an instant fuck no on my part.

grrrrrr

DeebieSkeebiesYeah the "I love boobies" shit made me fucking angry cuz it wasn't about awareness, it was just a way for assholes to be like "hey look at this funny shirt/bracelet".

theabortionatorIs that really a thing? I was talking about the mindset. Is there actually I love boobies breast cancer shit out there?

Chubz.Not at the moment, no. Everybody is either off at school or already in a place/not willing to move out.

It's just so annoying. It's an everyday thing.

theabortionatorIs that really a thing? I was talking about the mindset. Is there actually I love boobies breast cancer shit out there?

CashmereCatHaving a neurologist tell you college may not be the best idea for you one week before you leave is really fucking sucky. I thought I was doing well but my memory and spelling have been slipping. I'm hoping that with some increase in using my brain it'll get better but I really don't want to waste 40,000 dollars if I'm just going to fuck it up. That and my girlfriend of 10 months and left for college today and it's just weird being without her. She kinda became someone I could depend on a lot and having her leave hit me super hard... Ugh.

CashmereCatHaving a neurologist tell you college may not be the best idea for you one week before you leave is really fucking sucky. I thought I was doing well but my memory and spelling have been slipping. I'm hoping that with some increase in using my brain it'll get better but I really don't want to waste 40,000 dollars if I'm just going to fuck it up. That and my girlfriend of 10 months and left for college today and it's just weird being without her. She kinda became someone I could depend on a lot and having her leave hit me super hard... Ugh.

theabortionatorHead injury?

CashmereCatYup, in 5th concussion back in February.

CashmereCatHaving a neurologist tell you college may not be the best idea for you one week before you leave is really fucking sucky. I thought I was doing well but my memory and spelling have been slipping. I'm hoping that with some increase in using my brain it'll get better but I really don't want to waste 40,000 dollars if I'm just going to fuck it up. That and my girlfriend of 10 months and left for college today and it's just weird being without her. She kinda became someone I could depend on a lot and having her leave hit me super hard... Ugh.

MinggReally excited for school to start back up. I know this is gonna be a rough semester because of all the jobs I decide to take on and because of school but I'm hoping to get a shit ton out of it. I hope I can deal with 18 credit hours of school, a full time job in marketing(unpaid), and an internship(also unpaid) this year. Basically getting paid in gear and trips all year so I don't know how I'm going to pay for rent haha. I have enough for 6 months but really not sure if I can handle another obligation like a part time job. We shall see though. Stoked on having so much opportunity though. My only concern money wise is rent and food. I live a mile away from school so I'm just walking everyday. My job gets me hooked up with skiing all year so I'm set with that. I just hope it all works out though. I'm probably overthinking this way too much.

Also learned that I am on track to graduate in 5 years(masters) even though I transferred into this program late. I don't know if I want to do the 5 year thing. I want to get my masters but I also wanted to go to a better grad school. It would save a shit ton of money though to go through with the 5 year program. Ah, decisions are fun.

I've been talking to my new roommates and they're all really cool. The 3 of them are friends but they're actually really nice and I'm excited to live with them. I move in on Monday and moving into a villa is way different than a dorm. I had no idea how much shit I actually had until now. I've always thought of myself as minimalistic but I think I am wrong. I have no idea how I am going to fit all this stuff in my Wrangler. Actually, I know that I'm not. So yay for multiple trips!

It's also really weird reading posts on facebook and even NS about kids leaving for college. That was me last year and I still don't even feel like I'm actually a college student. Life is fuckin going by so fast. I wish it would slow down.

Sorry for the pointless babbling. My best friend left for school a while ago and I haven't talked to/hung out with anyone in probably 3 weeks. So I needed to babble haha

DeebieSkeebiesIs it bad to say a lot of parents suck or is this one of those "don't do the walk, can't do the talk" sort of deals. I don't know what it takes to raise a kid, but we can at least recognize if a parents are doing a piss-poor job.

Saw a little kid completely unload and berate/verbally abuse his own mom because she wouldn't get him cafe Rio today, after dropping at least $200-300 for their whole family to go do stuff.

Teach your kids some god damn respect. You don't need to hit them, just make sure they know they should just be thankful to be able to go out and do shit, and that their parents are financially able to afford things like that. Some kids across the world can barely find their next meals yet some little twats think its fucking tyranny if mom doesn't get them a quesadilla.

God damn, it really seems like no one is grateful for shit in this country anymore. Its a shame to see.

DeebieSkeebiesIs it bad to say a lot of parents suck or is this one of those "don't do the walk, can't do the talk" sort of deals. I don't know what it takes to raise a kid, but we can at least recognize if a parents are doing a piss-poor job.

Saw a little kid completely unload and berate/verbally abuse his own mom because she wouldn't get him cafe Rio today, after dropping at least $200-300 for their whole family to go do stuff.

Teach your kids some god damn respect. You don't need to hit them, just make sure they know they should just be thankful to be able to go out and do shit, and that their parents are financially able to afford things like that. Some kids across the world can barely find their next meals yet some little twats think its fucking tyranny if mom doesn't get them a quesadilla.

God damn, it really seems like no one is grateful for shit in this country anymore. Its a shame to see.

DeebieSkeebiesIs it bad to say a lot of parents suck or is this one of those "don't do the walk, can't do the talk" sort of deals. I don't know what it takes to raise a kid, but we can at least recognize if a parents are doing a piss-poor job.

Saw a little kid completely unload and berate/verbally abuse his own mom because she wouldn't get him cafe Rio today, after dropping at least $200-300 for their whole family to go do stuff.

Teach your kids some god damn respect. You don't need to hit them, just make sure they know they should just be thankful to be able to go out and do shit, and that their parents are financially able to afford things like that. Some kids across the world can barely find their next meals yet some little twats think its fucking tyranny if mom doesn't get them a quesadilla.

God damn, it really seems like no one is grateful for shit in this country anymore. Its a shame to see.

S.J.WI blame technology personally. It really takes away from their learning expierances as a child. When I was a kid I'd run and play outside and shit. Now kids are stuck to their Iphones because parents are too lazy to discipline their kids.

S.J.WI blame technology personally. It really takes away from their learning expierances as a child. When I was a kid I'd run and play outside and shit. Now kids are stuck to their Iphones because parents are too lazy to discipline their kids.

theabortionatorSo something on TV reminded me of how mean my mom is.

So when we were little me and my sister had these looney tunes fishing poles. Anyway no matter how much time we fished at the pond we could never catch anything. I always wondered why fishing was so hard.

Then eventually when I got more into fishing I learned that you need a hook and bait not a bobber tied to the end of the line.

Mom trolled us hard. She didn't want to touch or deal with fish if we caught them so she left us there slaving away trying so hard to catch a fishy, and feeling inadequate.

I think that's the reason I turned to drinking heavily. Trying to fill the void left in my life where the fishies should have been.

:(


So sad looking back and think of what could have been, the normal life I could have led. Instead I'm just a lost soul wondering the earth wondering what could have been.

OregonDeadThis is kinda great actually. Funny that she "trolled" you with fake fishing haha.

theabortionatorGreat? My life was ruined because my mom didn't love me and you call that great? What kind of sick person are you? For me the fish were always on the other side of the water. I never got to catch one, pull it out, and have a conversation.

I wonder what I could have been, had I had the chance to meet a fish at that age. To listen and let it share it's wisdom of the great depths with me. To learn from it's travels of streams, ponds, rivers and lakes. To hear about the times it got away, and the people that let it go.

Oh to go back and be able to change the past. To finally experience life properly, and then be able to finish out what's left of my existence with no regrets.

IF only there was a way. If only.

I vow that if I ever have kids, they won't have to know the pain and sorrow I went through. They will have all the opportunities I never had. We will fish, and they will catch fish(Unless my kids are fucking hopeless morons in which they deserve the life of sadness and alcoholism that accompany the feelings of inadequacy sparked by their inability to catch a fish.)

It pains me deeply to think that when I'm on my death bed, all the places I've gone, people I've seen, and times I've smashed my head won't matter because they won't be enough to fill this void in my life.

And that's why I urge you. Grab a pole, and go fish. Fish while you can, take your kids out, take your dogs out, take everyone out fishing. Live a little and experience the joys I never had. Catch one for me, catch one for us all.

pat_in_the_hatmaybe if you wernt such a fucking idiot as a kid you would have realized you need a hook to catch a fish....