cddlswthsqrrlsI can feel my lungs getting weaker and I've only been home for 2 days. My mom still is smoking in our house and even when I do what I can to air out my room I can still feel it. I've been asking her to go outside since I was still in high school but she keeps telling me if I don't like it that I don't have to live here. So I signed a lease to move into an apartment near my school but not I can't move in until August so I'm not sure what to do about it.
Fuckin crazy how much of an affect it can have on you in so short of time. Granted, my lungs are already very weak compared to the average person, but it's still insane that in 2 days it's gotten this bad. Kinda scared to go to sleep. Really scared that I'm gonna end up in the hospital again but I think its gonna happen by the end of the week. I've been trying to stay out of the house as much as I can and I'm gonna keep doing that, i'm just nervous that it won't be enough. I don't really know what else I can do.
Alright I have always been super skeptical about the effects of second hand smoke, it reminded me of the now debunked "Got Milk?" campaign. Like a way for cigarette companies to spend what they were ordered to by congress without actually hurting cig sales.
On a related note, almost all of the anti smoking campaigns you ever see are paid for almost entirely by big tobacco corporations, and they do get a say in what goes into the ads, so I have never taken what they've said seriously.
But if you have lung issues so bad you ended up in the hospital because of your lungs doing something awful like filling with fluid, why in the fuck is your own mother not smoking outside? Does she just give 0 fucks about your health? You've already been to the hospital for this shit, does she not care if you end up there again? That would infuriate me.
I would burn all her cigs in a fireplace at once. And make her watch. And beg her to hit me so i could hit her back. Then knock the living shit out of her.