_GHOSTIt sound like you know the answers to your own problems.... but it can be hard to answer these problems with the cloud of mental health problems.
I'm in the same boat. But the one thing that keeps me going is I will be tormented at a later age if I don't pick myself up, and strive to what I know is good.
**This post was edited on Oct 11th 2019 at 5:02:20am
I mean I'm doing fine in spite of everything. But I'm on the verge of exploding every step of the way.
Making the best of things. Probably better than s lit of people but it would be chill not to be in and out if crippling depression forever.
Not sure how I would feel about or react to any medication at this point but 12 years later down to give it another go. There is no diet, exercise, yoga class, or book, or adventure that can fix it.
Idk. Still alive so that's chill i guess