So I'm sure everyone here knows about the Isla Vista shooting that took place about a week ago, but I'm also sure not many have taken the time to actually look into this kid and how truly fucked up his mind really was. He has a youtube channel where he put many videos detailing his reasons for hating society and "young couples" especially blond girls and "obnoxious jock types." The way he categorized people and referred to them was fucked up enough but the way he sees the world is just too much. He believes that he is a superior person to everyone else and because girls don't come up to him and instantly want to date him without him even having to say anything or go up to them is his justification for hating the world and he believes that this is so unjust and unfair that he deserves to get vengeance on these people for it. I can't even begin to fully express how fucked up this kid was but I'm going to leave a few videos here to help you all understand. I think that he thought his life was a movie or some shit, idk.
The most fucked up part in my opinion however is the memoir, which is more of a fucked up autobiography, that he left behind. In it, he details every traumatizing experience he has had since he was born and it is just so pathetic, he blames the world for his terrible social skills. If anyone is interested I highly recommend taking the time to read some of it as it is a true insight into the severely fucked up mind of this kid and it is a perfect example of how not to live your life. He describes crying for hours and hours at the though of women having sex with other men and not him and how he is a kissless virgin. I really can't say everything here but once again, if you are interested just read into it a little and you will see how truly fucked up this is. Kid was a spoiled, messed up little fuck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7KP62TE1prs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4CressilIo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBvaVWdJRQM
Those videos are only a taste of how messed up he was, if you really want to see how bad it was take a little time to read some of the memoir, mainly from the age of like 17 on. I'll post an excerpt here below
The memoir can be found here -
http://www.scribd.com/doc/226005589/My-Twisted-World
"On the last day, I went to my classes, quickly took my final exams, and left. When my classes lined up for the final exams, everyone had a group to socialize with while I stood on the side, alone. Everyone must have thought I was a complete loser. Thank goodness it was the last day. The people in those classes angered me to no end. That was the last time I would ever see that college. On the drive home, I cried to myself as I listened to music on the radio, as I always did. I failed to get the life I wanted at Moorpark. I had nothing going for me in my life, except for the prospect of starting a new life in Santa Barbara. That was my only hope, and it seemed very bleak. From the way things went at Moorpark, I feared the worst for how things might turn out in Santa Barbara, but I had to give it a try. I was desperate to have the life I know I deserve; a life of being wanted by attractive girls, a life of sex and love. Other men are able to have such a life… so why not me? I deserve it! I am magnificent, no matter how much the world treated me otherwise. I am destined for great things."
