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I am not sure if this is normal or not:
I'm a fairly lonely guy. I have my group of friends, and we hang out in the computer lab at lunch. I think my friends are cool, but they're all guys. i don't really have any women in my life.

Well thats not entirely true. I have a sister, we'll call her Laurie.

Since grade 7, everyone around me has been dating everyone except my clique.

Anyways lately my friends have started getting girlfriends I'm really happy for them but but it leaves them with less time to spend with me. I see how happy they are with their ladies and frankly I'm jealous.

Last week my friend called me up to tell me that he had just gone down on his girlfriend for the first time. He said it was really cool. He;s been encouraging me to get a lady of my own for quite some time to 'reap the rewards of having a woman' as he puts it. I don't think I'm ready.

Well its not that I'm not ready I'm just not in a position of getting woman.

Anyways back to what this is all about.

I like women but have no access to them. The only exception being Laurie. Ever since James called me up talking about how cool ******s are well I've been curious, thanks to the net I know all about their construction but well the net doesn't lend itself to transferring smells.

I'll just say it.

For the last couple of days I've been going into my sisters laundry and smelling her panties. Its not too hard. I just say I'm doing a load of wash or wait for everyone to leave and then go into her hamper.

I'm in no way sexually attracted to my sister, this doesn't have anything to do with her. I just love the smell of ****** and she has one.

I don't think this is too wrong but I'm afraid to ask my friends if they have done it.

Is this normal?