Replying to May- the depressing month

With the season over in the northern hemisphere, the month has been filled with season edits of many different types of skiing. Sitting here watching them be so much better than me hurts. They probably have about 5x as much skiing time as me, and have better facilities (e.g. a mountain)but i cannot stop the pain. the truth is i could be that good, but im not. i try to click on the one's with less votes to cheer myself up but even they are far beyond my level. Does anyone feel me?