Replying to Cant Shake this Feeling

These past few weeks I've been incapable of shaking this feeling at the roots of depression. I have not anticipation, nothing of look forward only things i don't want to do in the future. I used to have a hobby that brought me happiness and confidence but slowly I've lost interest and i can't shake this feeling of negative thoughts and I find no enjoy in my hobbies. I used to fear that life was going by too fast and i wanted to stay young forever. Now i don't give 2 shits about time.