The quality of my highs has really gone down.
I did mad good cocaine about a month ago in NYC (had plans 2 nights in a row and some mid day inbetween with friends it was a lifesaver being able to do a 28 hr bender) and I swear for a week after whenever I blazed I just got uncomfortable and really badly bugged out. It made me feel awful smoking weed I had to lie on my bed in the fetal position for an hour to feel OK.
And even 2 weeks later my highs were shitty and I was getting paranoid.
I think I am just overloaded on anxiety but I haven't called up someone for a bag of tree since I ran out 10 days ago or so because I think it would make me feel shitty. Maybe in the summer I will burn again.