Well fuck me

So about 3 weeks ago I had a pretty gnarly crash after catching an edge going switch, fucking gay ass way crash. I hear a loud pop in my knee and about then I knew I was fucked. So turns out I completely tore my acl, partial post lateral collateral tear, meniscus tear and lots of torn up cartilage. Because of the Plc tear I have to wait 2 months before surgery to see if it will heal on its own. If it doesn't heal on its own I'm going to be out for 15 months from surgery. This fucking sucks.