Replying to Frustrated

Why the fuck can't it be winter. My setup is slow and useless as fuck no matter how many times i try to make it faster. Every single day I try to fucking fix or use it and it just ends with me smashing shit because i want to ski so badly and my fucking setup that i worked hard on and put money into isn't working hasn't worked, and will not fucking work. then i realize that I'm an ignorant bitch who literally has a mini ski hill in his back yard, but still complains and gets frustrated over it. FUCK. I know this post isn't exactly necessary but I'm really fucking pissed right now. I'd do anything to ski a shitty 200 foot hill of ice with a couple jibs on it. That's all I fucking want.