So I'm in my junior (going into senior) summer. I used to be (middle school, 9th grade) really annoying and awkward. Faggish indeed. Then I became normal(ish) after a couple of girlfriends. I never drank or even thought of drugs.
But like a little less than a year ago, I decided that high school was passing me up so I decided to drink at a couple parties. Lame-ass parties (I'm not friends with the coolest crowd).
Fast forward to now. Now I really feel the desire to live a normal high school life, ya feel? I drink and I've smoked weed. I have so many friends; I hang out with people every single day-- but they suck. They hold me back. As I've changed, I've drifted from my friends. I can't relate to anyone anymore, and I feel totally alone. They aren't adventurous and don't want to take HS for what it's worth. They don't want to make awesome memories or have crazy stories or go get high in sweet places or do hoodrat shit. I have only a handful who drink and a couple who smoke occasionally.
Unfortunately, the people I would relate to now, are already in their own cliques and bullshit. The people that want to live life like there's no tomorrow. That's me!!! Im outgoing and shit BUT... im sure everyone remembers me as that fucking awkward kid (how do i befriend them?) But I feel like I'm held back by my friends and life is passing me by. What do I do!
Lol, I posted a thread similar to this kindof a ways back
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