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So recently one of my friends came back from university for summer and was looking for a summer hook up. I was as well, and we were pretty close in highschool, so we started texting and then when she came home we hung out a bunch and hooked up
Fast foreword 3 weeks, a few more hookups, just chilling alone a few times and hanging out, getting the friend together whatever it may be, we hang out alot. Like pretty much every day. We get along really well and our personalities are great together, I haven't had this much fun in a long time.
The problem is I think I'm falling for this girl. Fuck it, I have fallen for her. All my life, I've had a huge heart. I fall in love waaayyy too easily and I can tell its happening. But she's going back to Denver (from Seattle) in the fall and neither of us have interest in a long distance relationship or any relationship at all for that matter.
So what the fuck am I supposed to do? I can't fall in love, she's leaving, but I want to continue what we have right now, a chillin relationship, a cuddle buddy, and a really good if not best friend.
But if things keep going how they are, I'm just gunna fall more and more and eventually go crazy from hiding my real feeling and what not. I'm looking for advice, anyone who's had a similar situation or can offer some perspective on where I can go for here. I just refereed to us as dating for the first time tonight ad that freaked me out so much. If ive ever needed reddit to come through, now is the time. Thanks for your time reading this, and I hope someone out there has something for me
TL:DR (lazy fucks) think I'm falling for a girl who's going back to school in fall and neither of us want a relationship, how can I go on and stay sane?