The Official "I'm High" Thread

On the topic of smoking every night before bed..

For probably 5 or 6 years that was my nightly routine. Started as a comfort thing before bed, and turned into a bad habit. I'd smoke before bed just to do it, even if I was plenty tired to just go to sleep without it. And interestingly enough, I never would dream. Never. But recently I've been smoking a lot less, sometimes going a few days without smoking and not even realizing it, and holy shit not only am I dreaming more frequently but my dreams have been fucking wild!

Titus69Also don't smoke everyday before bed, cause when you don't have weed it sucks unless you're actually tired. I'm about to take time off to try and pass a test (less than 2 weeks lol) for a good job and I'm saving my last big bong rip for bed tonight before going through hell.

damn good luck passing that haha

Randy_QuenchOn the topic of smoking every night before bed..

For probably 5 or 6 years that was my nightly routine. Started as a comfort thing before bed, and turned into a bad habit. I'd smoke before bed just to do it, even if I was plenty tired to just go to sleep without it. And interestingly enough, I never would dream. Never. But recently I've been smoking a lot less, sometimes going a few days without smoking and not even realizing it, and holy shit not only am I dreaming more frequently but my dreams have been fucking wild!

Yeah I sometimes do it when I could easily pass out just so I can pass out faster, but not having it and being all anxious and shit sucks at night. I still dream but it seems like it's later in the early morning. Without it I've had night terrors which worsen my mood cause I'm sleep and weed ridden.

firecrotchdamn good luck passing that haha

Thanks lol. I'm gonna get 2 of a detox drink that seem to work well, makes your piss "clean" for a 5 hour window and you just piss a lot up to the test which you should take 2-3 hours after the drink. Gonna use one at home with an at home test this weekend and the other for the morning of the test. smoke for at least 3 days, I'm just hoping it'll work cause it's a good job that wouldn't be bad for not being in college. It's only if I get the job, but apparently I'm his favorite so far, and he didn't even ask questions. just kinda went right into the jobs roll.

Jeez mdma is really fun

DayManJeez mdma is really fun

careful my friend, most scientific literature agrees that it is really bad for your brain if you make any sort of habit out of it.

Rparrcareful my friend, most scientific literature agrees that it is really bad for your brain if you make any sort of habit out of it.

Yeah I only do it about once a year because of that, and I test all my stuff so I know it's not cut with meth or whatever else

DayManYeah I only do it about once a year because of that, and I test all my stuff so I know it's not cut with meth or whatever else

You're Gucci then. I have a few friends who did it 2x a week for 6 months and they're practically permafried

RparrYou're Gucci then. I have a few friends who did it 2x a week for 6 months and they're practically permafried

Yeah that's a scary amount, I took it last night and feel pretty dead today so I can't imagine doing it very often

DayManJeez mdma is really fun

haven't done it in a minute, prob gonna roll for ODESZA next month though, can't wait

I'm one week thc free and I feel so good. I don't intend to go back for a few months

RparrI'm one week thc free and I feel so good. I don't intend to go back for a few months

Nice, any clue of when youll get back into it? Im on day 2 and about 48 hours past my last bong rip so it still blows trying to sleep, just trying to exercise to tire me out until my cbd comes in and hopefully thatll put me to bed and relieve my stress from my shitty job thats ruining my neck and back, and maybe see if it helps me just function better, gonna use it only as needed though. Only on a break because Im a high candidate for a pretty good FT job and I expect a call back tomorrow saying that I got it and need to pass a piss test next week, but hopefully the drink i buy helps that because many reviews say it works. Also had a pretty heavy summer of piffin but still have a prepacked bong of the last of my green for whenever I pass the test/guy says I didnt make the cut which would make for a fun friday night.
And whenever I get back to it in at least a week or 2 Im gonna take it slow and maybe not smoke everyday. Best of luck to us both, my homie out west is on one too til he moves out of his duplex so I almost wanna compete with him.

SammyDubzhaven't done it in a minute, prob gonna roll for ODESZA next month though, can't wait

ODESZA would be a great show for it, have fun and be safe man!

Titus69Nice, any clue of when youll get back into it? Im on day 2 and about 48 hours past my last bong rip so it still blows trying to sleep, just trying to exercise to tire me out until my cbd comes in and hopefully thatll put me to bed and relieve my stress from my shitty job thats ruining my neck and back, and maybe see if it helps me just function better, gonna use it only as needed though. Only on a break because Im a high candidate for a pretty good FT job and I expect a call back tomorrow saying that I got it and need to pass a piss test next week, but hopefully the drink i buy helps that because many reviews say it works. Also had a pretty heavy summer of piffin but still have a prepacked bong of the last of my green for whenever I pass the test/guy says I didnt make the cut which would make for a fun friday night.
And whenever I get back to it in at least a week or 2 Im gonna take it slow and maybe not smoke everyday. Best of luck to us both, my homie out west is on one too til he moves out of his duplex so I almost wanna compete with him.

I'm nervous for you man ,that's a small window to pass a urinalysis. Even if you fail the test, you should continue the break. The longer I go the more I'm convinced that the most I should ever be piffing is 1x/week. Good luck man. I'm still going strong with the cbd though, let me know what your experiences with it are like. Dabbing the isolate is really something

RparrI'm nervous for you man ,that's a small window to pass a urinalysis. Even if you fail the test, you should continue the break. The longer I go the more I'm convinced that the most I should ever be piffing is 1x/week. Good luck man. I'm still going strong with the cbd though, let me know what your experiences with it are like. Dabbing the isolate is really something

Yeah I called earlier which the guy seemed to appreciate and I have at least til Monday/Tuesday cause he's calling my current boss monday morning for a reference. I stopped after Tuesday night, the drink is apparently good enough if you stop for 48-72+ hours I believe. So I might get 2 bottles of it and an at home test tomorrow and see how it goes. If I'm lucky they'll need a retest if they really want me, but I should just apply to other jobs now and keep going in case i fail and get called in for another job that tests. Just sucks cause all my coworkers burn and have talked about it the past 2 days. One said he downed some vinegar the day before and somehow passed the day after he smoked, but I don't think he's a chronic user like me.

I'm a little pissed cause I thought it'd come sooner, but it is a coast-coast trip for it but I wanna try it while I'm all full of anxiety. I guess I kinda feel better than usual, I'm a little bit irritable but I've been through multiple breaks/times where plugs are dry so I'm not as bad as like last summer.
Whats your schedule like for using it? As in, when do you use it throughout the day?

Titus69Yeah I called earlier which the guy seemed to appreciate and I have at least til Monday/Tuesday cause he's calling my current boss monday morning for a reference. I stopped after Tuesday night, the drink is apparently good enough if you stop for 48-72+ hours I believe. So I might get 2 bottles of it and an at home test tomorrow and see how it goes. If I'm lucky they'll need a retest if they really want me, but I should just apply to other jobs now and keep going in case i fail and get called in for another job that tests. Just sucks cause all my coworkers burn and have talked about it the past 2 days. One said he downed some vinegar the day before and somehow passed the day after he smoked, but I don't think he's a chronic user like me.

I'm a little pissed cause I thought it'd come sooner, but it is a coast-coast trip for it but I wanna try it while I'm all full of anxiety. I guess I kinda feel better than usual, I'm a little bit irritable but I've been through multiple breaks/times where plugs are dry so I'm not as bad as like last summer.
Whats your schedule like for using it? As in, when do you use it throughout the day?

for the first week of quitting, which was awful for me because I quit a .5g of oil/day habit cold turkey, I was dabbing maybe 20-25mg of cbd 3x a day, and it kept me at a fantastic place. Now I usually just do it twice a day, in the evening and before bed. I have been experimenting with a tincture but I haven't figured out optimal dosing yet. It makes me sleep like a baby without the drawbacks of going to sleep stoned

Rparrfor the first week of quitting, which was awful for me because I quit a .5g of oil/day habit cold turkey, I was dabbing maybe 20-25mg of cbd 3x a day, and it kept me at a fantastic place. Now I usually just do it twice a day, in the evening and before bed. I have been experimenting with a tincture but I haven't figured out optimal dosing yet. It makes me sleep like a baby without the drawbacks of going to sleep stoned

What are the drawbacks you speak of?
On average I smoke 4 times day and take 1-3 rips depending on my mood or what Im about to do, each rip being like .05-.2 plusg kief usually and that build up for 2 years has set my tolerance high. I just love how I can smoke and be cozy af in bed and a half hour later im already sound asleep, I often wake up in the middle of the night so I use it to kinda just keep me asleep, and if CBD can help with sleep Im game for it. Ill probably try it the second I get it but after that Ill experiment with different times of usage like morning and also see if it helps keep me sane at work and then of course after work/before bed. Ordered lemon lime for the flavor so I hope the taste is better than the stuff I had last winter.

I dont wanna stop smoking because I really enjoy it but I need to stop enjoying it all the time. Im gonna start small and relearn how to preserve, like junior year Id make a slice last 2 weeks because I hardly worked and well really just that and didnt have a piece at my place but my friends and I werent full on potheads then, that summer changed it though lol. Ill probably try and place no more than a few large orders over the ski season and dedicate very little of it to skiing use, I ski very well stoned but sober skiing is a little more natural having done it for 16 years.
I just need to move out west so I really just need the money, all my friends are out there and Id rather be stoned with them than myself alone 90% of the time.

PS sorry my responses are so long

Titus69What are the drawbacks you speak of?
On average I smoke 4 times day and take 1-3 rips depending on my mood or what Im about to do, each rip being like .05-.2 plusg kief usually and that build up for 2 years has set my tolerance high. I just love how I can smoke and be cozy af in bed and a half hour later im already sound asleep, I often wake up in the middle of the night so I use it to kinda just keep me asleep, and if CBD can help with sleep Im game for it. Ill probably try it the second I get it but after that Ill experiment with different times of usage like morning and also see if it helps keep me sane at work and then of course after work/before bed. Ordered lemon lime for the flavor so I hope the taste is better than the stuff I had last winter.

I dont wanna stop smoking because I really enjoy it but I need to stop enjoying it all the time. Im gonna start small and relearn how to preserve, like junior year Id make a slice last 2 weeks because I hardly worked and well really just that and didnt have a piece at my place but my friends and I werent full on potheads then, that summer changed it though lol. Ill probably try and place no more than a few large orders over the ski season and dedicate very little of it to skiing use, I ski very well stoned but sober skiing is a little more natural having done it for 16 years.
I just need to move out west so I really just need the money, all my friends are out there and Id rather be stoned with them than myself alone 90% of the time.

PS sorry my responses are so long

Haha don't worry about it man, a similarly absurd amount of shit flies though my head about these things too. It's complicated. Specifically, thc inhibits your brain from entering R.E.M. Cycles in your sleep, which as you may know is when you get the most restorative rest during the night. This is also why it's very hard to dream while sleeping stoned. if you sleep 6 hrs stoned vs 6 hrs sober of thc, in theory waking up from that stoned sleep will always be groggier. And that was exactly my experience.

And solo smoking is definitely a bad habit. That was my shit for years

RparrHaha don't worry about it man, a similarly absurd amount of shit flies though my head about these things too. It's complicated. Specifically, thc inhibits your brain from entering R.E.M. Cycles in your sleep, which as you may know is when you get the most restorative rest during the night. This is also why it's very hard to dream while sleeping stoned. if you sleep 6 hrs stoned vs 6 hrs sober of thc, in theory waking up from that stoned sleep will always be groggier. And that was exactly my experience.

And solo smoking is definitely a bad habit. That was my shit for years

Yeah I notice if I dream after smoking before bed, its usually hours later when Id be sober if awake. Im never really that groggy though, I usually feel refreshed like a normal sleep, another thing though that has to stop is wake n bakes, that shit will ruin my day if I smoke to much and its usually heavy indica strains.
I mean Ive kinda always been alone throughout my life whether Im home alone at night or my friends are all busy without me. So smoking alone was never that big of an issue, maybe mentally it sucked once my friends were gone but I still have some around I chill with daily. But having extra bud is clutch when the homies all come together.

i dont understand how people can do cocaine multiple times a week or every weekend. Usually theres like 1 night every couple months that ill indulge in the snow and i always regret that shit the next day

Chubz.i dont understand how people can do cocaine multiple times a week or every weekend. Usually theres like 1 night every couple months that ill indulge in the snow and i always regret that shit the next day

I have a good friend who has been terribly addicted to it for years. You should see what it has done to his body. He's a shell of a human for a 23 year old

RparrI have a good friend who has been terribly addicted to it for years. You should see what it has done to his body. He's a shell of a human for a 23 year old

Have a friend that I think is going down that path. Says he’s gonna stop when he graduates and only do it on special occasions...don’t think it’s gonna happen. How often was your friend doing it?

SammyDubzHave a friend that I think is going down that path. Says he’s gonna stop when he graduates and only do it on special occasions...don’t think it’s gonna happen. How often was your friend doing it?

Dude does like 5-6 times a day. I actually just saw him last night and he was a wreck. Shaky hands at all times, mad anxiety. You should really talk to your friend about it as much as possible. I've had several friends die to heroin addiction, and this habit isn't too far behind that.

**This post was edited on Sep 26th 2017 at 9:00:18am

Passed my drug test amazingly, used was worried cause I was running out of my "clean" pee time limited from the "Ready Clean" but I watched it pass with the lady. Now I'm gonna get stoned as fuck on this last bong then use some cbd for a while, that drive home was full of excitement and people were looking at me while I was hyped as fuck.
Downside is I'm starting the life of 40hrs a week but $10 an hour ain't bad to start.

Titus69Passed my drug test amazingly, used was worried cause I was running out of my "clean" pee time limited from the "Ready Clean" but I watched it pass with the lady. Now I'm gonna get stoned as fuck on this last bong then use some cbd for a while, that drive home was full of excitement and people were looking at me while I was hyped as fuck.
Downside is I'm starting the life of 40hrs a week but $10 an hour ain't bad to start.

Ayy congrats

RparrI'm one week thc free and I feel so good. I don't intend to go back for a few months

How's the cbd working for you? Got home, walked inside and upstairs and immediately walked back outside to UPS and was hyped. Lemon line smells like yellow Gatorade which is tight, and the first 2 dabs after work seemed to relax me a bit. also took my first and last bang in and for a little while, I'm stoned and I love it, I'm just gonna become a light smoker. Probably shouldn't have taken it all in one.

Titus69How's the cbd working for you? Got home, walked inside and upstairs and immediately walked back outside to UPS and was hyped. Lemon line smells like yellow Gatorade which is tight, and the first 2 dabs after work seemed to relax me a bit. also took my first and last bang in and for a little while, I'm stoned and I love it, I'm just gonna become a light smoker. Probably shouldn't have taken it all in one.

I'm not sure if it's the cbd, or the lack of thc in my life, or both, but I feel like I've been reborn. I have so much energy throughout the day, I don't wake up groggy, and the cbd is great for my joint pain. Apparently cbd takes a couple weeks of build-up in your system to reach its full potential. I'm jealous you got the flavored isolate, the raw is pretty nasty tasting. Be careful dabbing it, apparently you're supposed to let your nail cool for like 10 seconds longer than you would a regular dab, it can be really harsh smoke if you don't

RparrI'm not sure if it's the cbd, or the lack of thc in my life, or both, but I feel like I've been reborn. I have so much energy throughout the day, I don't wake up groggy, and the cbd is great for my joint pain. Apparently cbd takes a couple weeks of build-up in your system to reach its full potential. I'm jealous you got the flavored isolate, the raw is pretty nasty tasting. Be careful dabbing it, apparently you're supposed to let your nail cool for like 10 seconds longer than you would a regular dab, it can be really harsh smoke if you don't

Yeah I honestly have been feeling pretty good without weed. That bong rip was way to big and pretty much just knocked me out. I definetly took a hot dab the first time but if you get it right it literally tastes like Gatorade, every time I reheat there's still leftover stuff I can carb cap and smoke. Don't have anymore weed and don't intend to for a little while, might get a vape when I start again while my tolerance is low, conserves and isn't harsh on the lungs.

I got really high earlier before packing up my shit from a friends house and I managed to leave my shoes, phone charger, and computer charger. Fuck.

Hope you managed to get it back..
All the best

Titus69Yeah I honestly have been feeling pretty good without weed. That bong rip was way to big and pretty much just knocked me out. I definetly took a hot dab the first time but if you get it right it literally tastes like Gatorade, every time I reheat there's still leftover stuff I can carb cap and smoke. Don't have anymore weed and don't intend to for a little while, might get a vape when I start again while my tolerance is low, conserves and isn't harsh on the lungs.

you should read this if you're looking for motivation to continue the break, it might be the most important thing I've ever read:

https://www.reddit.com/r/leaves/comments/5yzwyr/tutorial_how_to_quit_weed_and_be_happy/

Rparryou should read this if you're looking for motivation to continue the break, it might be the most important thing I've ever read:

https://www.reddit.com/r/leaves/comments/5yzwyr/tutorial_how_to_quit_weed_and_be_happy/

That was pretty damn powerful to read, and I get where the writer was coming from. I've been watching "Neen Williams on sobriety" a few times on YouTube recently during this whole break and it helps keep me going, at least for skating as of now. The thing that's motivating me to stay away from weed for a little isn't the dependency I built off it, not the pain I occasionally get after to many big bong rips, or even my parents being annoyed I smoked everyday. It's the fact that I'm 20 years old and I'm not even in school nor considering to be at least for a year or two, working a shit part time job (only a few more days), and i only have 1 good friend around while my true best friends are all away from me enjoying their lives just begging for me to join them out west. I'm kind of a bum at this point and although I enjoyed it, it's time to change from it.

I never went down any dark path during my long term use, whether or not I'm stoned I make people laugh, can converse on many topics and still function like a normal human being. And even when I'm out of weed I find myself doing the same things I do stoned, just sometimes better. I just had an epiphany that i don't need to get home everyday after my 4-7 hour shift running a register or stocking and light up, I realized it's almost time to do the one thing I've loved since I was in first grade, skiing, and that if I continue to kill half ounces every 9 days I wouldn't even be able to afford a season pass this year, unless I grew up and put responsibilities first. Ever since I started smoking I thought "I'm gonna do this for the rest of my life" but recently it's kinda hit me, I know kids who use to be like me and now they're doing very well without it and claim to feel better without it. My main issue was boredom and the fact that I enjoyed being a stoner, but I was almost slipping to a degenerate level, smoking 3 bongs, rolling a doob and going into my back woods at times. It just became to much. I still consider it to be like my "alcohol" since I kinda hate drinking but it's not really a good way to put it anymore. I also just wanted to lower my tolerance for a while but it was hard over the summer having the homies around everyday and now that all my friends who are home are working full time, I might as well lay off and do the same.

I also need to step back and focus on my health before I continue usage, i was always stoned and knew that I should probably workout and start eating better, which has slowly been growing. I still need to build on it before ski season comes around, otherwise I'm gonna just get sore and stop for a while and become very rusty which is awful cause not to brag, I can toss when I have the energy too toss.

I'm not trying to stop smoking, I just really need to set my life up to what I have in mind before I continue with any consistent usage, which is to save up and live in SLC with my best buds so I can enjoy skiing while I'm young and to also get out of my parents house, and they want me to do the same and I still might just breakdown one day and go there on short notice. I was thinking earlier how even though I see all these guys I follow on SM ripping fancy Sov and toro pieces, I'm not even craving the need to go into my shed and rip the bong although it's partially cause I'm dry. I've just been enjoying the sobriety lately I love chilling outside with my dog while she's still around, going skating and actually landing tricks, and feeling better connected to my parents, who understand the weed lifestyle but don't support being a pothead bum.
After smoking after a week without it I realized how nice it is to do it every so often, not take a bong rip and be all "uhhhh hahaha" at the tv at 3 in the afternoon, and that I at least wait til weekends I can enjoy a bowl and feel great. I also wanna focus on this new job I have, it's not super hard by the sound of it but it's something I wanna put effort into compared to cashiering and putting out freight at a shitty store, I'm sure by the end of the 40 hour week I'll be dying for a puff to ease off but we'll just see. This piece is gonna help me continue, and although i might piff tomorrow if my friend comes home for the weekend, but by no means am I gonna buy anything so that I don't get home after and piff again.

I appreciate the help, I've heard this before from my oldest brother who actually went through hard shit years ago but with harder drugs I know I'll never turn to, he smokes occasionally but when it's kinda ok for him too. It's just difficult coming to terms with the fact that there's a time to slow down, and sometimes it's earlier than others. I still just love the plant and what it's opened my eyes too, music, friends, experiences like skiing or hiking and other common things like that. I'm not sure when I'll start again and when the consistent use picks up, I just wanna make sure that in 2 months I have a new pair of planks, a season pass, and a body ready to go off in the park this season, it's one of themost important things in my life and although weed is one of my favorite things to do off the clock, I don't want it to cause a financial and mentle struggle for me.

It comes down to the whole "work before you play" type deal for me, and it's just became playing more than working recently. I'm excited to continue the break but also excited to buy some dank green again and make sure if fucking lasts so I can actually enjoy it the way I first did back in high school.

Titus69That was pretty damn powerful to read, and I get where the writer was coming from. I've been watching "Neen Williams on sobriety" a few times on YouTube recently during this whole break and it helps keep me going, at least for skating as of now. The thing that's motivating me to stay away from weed for a little isn't the dependency I built off it, not the pain I occasionally get after to many big bong rips, or even my parents being annoyed I smoked everyday. It's the fact that I'm 20 years old and I'm not even in school nor considering to be at least for a year or two, working a shit part time job (only a few more days), and i only have 1 good friend around while my true best friends are all away from me enjoying their lives just begging for me to join them out west. I'm kind of a bum at this point and although I enjoyed it, it's time to change from it.

I never went down any dark path during my long term use, whether or not I'm stoned I make people laugh, can converse on many topics and still function like a normal human being. And even when I'm out of weed I find myself doing the same things I do stoned, just sometimes better. I just had an epiphany that i don't need to get home everyday after my 4-7 hour shift running a register or stocking and light up, I realized it's almost time to do the one thing I've loved since I was in first grade, skiing, and that if I continue to kill half ounces every 9 days I wouldn't even be able to afford a season pass this year, unless I grew up and put responsibilities first. Ever since I started smoking I thought "I'm gonna do this for the rest of my life" but recently it's kinda hit me, I know kids who use to be like me and now they're doing very well without it and claim to feel better without it. My main issue was boredom and the fact that I enjoyed being a stoner, but I was almost slipping to a degenerate level, smoking 3 bongs, rolling a doob and going into my back woods at times. It just became to much. I still consider it to be like my "alcohol" since I kinda hate drinking but it's not really a good way to put it anymore. I also just wanted to lower my tolerance for a while but it was hard over the summer having the homies around everyday and now that all my friends who are home are working full time, I might as well lay off and do the same.

I also need to step back and focus on my health before I continue usage, i was always stoned and knew that I should probably workout and start eating better, which has slowly been growing. I still need to build on it before ski season comes around, otherwise I'm gonna just get sore and stop for a while and become very rusty which is awful cause not to brag, I can toss when I have the energy too toss.

I'm not trying to stop smoking, I just really need to set my life up to what I have in mind before I continue with any consistent usage, which is to save up and live in SLC with my best buds so I can enjoy skiing while I'm young and to also get out of my parents house, and they want me to do the same and I still might just breakdown one day and go there on short notice. I was thinking earlier how even though I see all these guys I follow on SM ripping fancy Sov and toro pieces, I'm not even craving the need to go into my shed and rip the bong although it's partially cause I'm dry. I've just been enjoying the sobriety lately I love chilling outside with my dog while she's still around, going skating and actually landing tricks, and feeling better connected to my parents, who understand the weed lifestyle but don't support being a pothead bum.
After smoking after a week without it I realized how nice it is to do it every so often, not take a bong rip and be all "uhhhh hahaha" at the tv at 3 in the afternoon, and that I at least wait til weekends I can enjoy a bowl and feel great. I also wanna focus on this new job I have, it's not super hard by the sound of it but it's something I wanna put effort into compared to cashiering and putting out freight at a shitty store, I'm sure by the end of the 40 hour week I'll be dying for a puff to ease off but we'll just see. This piece is gonna help me continue, and although i might piff tomorrow if my friend comes home for the weekend, but by no means am I gonna buy anything so that I don't get home after and piff again.

I appreciate the help, I've heard this before from my oldest brother who actually went through hard shit years ago but with harder drugs I know I'll never turn to, he smokes occasionally but when it's kinda ok for him too. It's just difficult coming to terms with the fact that there's a time to slow down, and sometimes it's earlier than others. I still just love the plant and what it's opened my eyes too, music, friends, experiences like skiing or hiking and other common things like that. I'm not sure when I'll start again and when the consistent use picks up, I just wanna make sure that in 2 months I have a new pair of planks, a season pass, and a body ready to go off in the park this season, it's one of themost important things in my life and although weed is one of my favorite things to do off the clock, I don't want it to cause a financial and mentle struggle for me.

It comes down to the whole "work before you play" type deal for me, and it's just became playing more than working recently. I'm excited to continue the break but also excited to buy some dank green again and make sure if fucking lasts so I can actually enjoy it the way I first did back in high school.

sounds like you've got your head in the right place about it. The post I linked may have been a bit extreme, but I like the message. It's not even about entirely quitting. I've been completely incapable of responsible use for years, so for me it's going to be all or nothing for quite a while.

I watched a thing about neen williams a couple months back before I even quit and it really resonated with me as well.

Rparrsounds like you've got your head in the right place about it. The post I linked may have been a bit extreme, but I like the message. It's not even about entirely quitting. I've been completely incapable of responsible use for years, so for me it's going to be all or nothing for quite a while.

I watched a thing about neen williams a couple months back before I even quit and it really resonated with me as well.

Yeah i use to just say oh I'll just smoke at night, but that turned into all night, from 7-11 about 6-8 bong rips in total and then the disaster of not being able to sleep without it. I'm definetly just gonna start off buying minimal and use it like once after work to chill out then go about whatever, also gonna start off using the one hitter before the bong again cause hat thing got me stoned as shit the other day while the dugout got me that awesome lightly stoned feeling. I'll be working 40 hour weeks finally and will definetly need it at times. It just needs to stop being what fills my time between work and other shit, I always wanted to have that "be productive stoner society doesn't see" or whatever, but was never productive aside from working, getting stoned and going skating or getting lunch.

Its also nice cause the last 2 weeks my paychecks have been building in my account, and next week will only be better starting the new job. The article was kinda eye opening but I see that being better for someone who is like using is at their actually escape from their problems, I just use it to relax after dealing with shitty customers and ease pain, which I have real bad rn from unloading a truck right now.
Im not even craving to get the high, the cbd on its own has been pretty helpful.

I've been smoking significantly more than usual recently and it's gotten to the point where I feel good for like an hour or so after smoking but then I get fairly anxious and feel the urge to smoke again to get that feeling to go away. I'm almost out of weed so I think I'm gonna avoid buying any for a little while.

Rparrsounds like you've got your head in the right place about it. The post I linked may have been a bit extreme, but I like the message. It's not even about entirely quitting. I've been completely incapable of responsible use for years, so for me it's going to be all or nothing for quite a while.

I watched a thing about neen williams a couple months back before I even quit and it really resonated with me as well.

Not to sound like a relapsing addict, but I found a few small buds sitting in my jar, literally like a decent snaps worth but I hit one dugout and it's nice. My backs been aching from unloading a truck this morning with a few heavy furniture pieces and the cbd from earlier and that hit now has me feeling a lot better, it's also bluebird and 60 out so it's real nice. Gonna save the rest for after work this weekend since it's gonna be crazy busy, usually over $25k in sales both days.

Titus69Not to sound like a relapsing addict, but....

I feel this way when I run out of bud and have no funds/source. I seem to have a little routine.. Finish the bud, smoke the kief stash, scrape the grinder clean for scraps, then start scraping and smoking the res hahah when I get to the res I just feel like a crackhead. When I have dabs I'll reclaim the oil with iso and smoke that too. SHAME lol I just don't like to waste.. or so I tell myself.

TrabekI feel this way when I run out of bud and have no funds/source. I seem to have a little routine.. Finish the bud, smoke the kief stash, scrape the grinder clean for scraps, then start scraping and smoking the res hahah when I get to the res I just feel like a crackhead. When I have dabs I'll reclaim the oil with iso and smoke that too. SHAME lol I just don't like to waste.. or so I tell myself.

I only fend for scraps when I don't wanna buy or can't get any that day lol. I didn't even know I had it, but I think it's something I'll start doing, my friend calls it a "salad jar" where you take a little nug from each new sack and store it elsewhere. I haven't smoked res in 2 years, and I have a lot I could out of my slide, but it's absolutely disgusting.

I made the final step today, I sold off all my glass. I'm a free man

RparrI made the final step today, I sold off all my glass. I'm a free man

Congrats, no more temptation.
Officially out of the game?

Titus69Congrats, no more temptation.
Officially out of the game?

yep, I've decided upon 6 months until I try to go back to like 2-3x a month. Need to get my brain back to normal first

Rparryep, I've decided upon 6 months until I try to go back to like 2-3x a month. Need to get my brain back to normal first

Hell yeah that'll bring you into the summertime, which is the best time to smoke anyways. Best of luck continuing forward, you've already been going strong for a bit!

Titus69Hell yeah that'll bring you into the summertime, which is the best time to smoke anyways. Best of luck continuing forward, you've already been going strong for a bit!

Thanks, likewise to you with your decreased usage. It gets easier every day for me

Titus69Hell yeah that'll bring you into the summertime, which is the best time to smoke anyways. Best of luck continuing forward, you've already been going strong for a bit!

the funny thing is I actually still sling. so I'm still around it 24/7 lol

Rparrthe funny thing is I actually still sling. so I'm still around it 24/7 lol

Fuck yeah lol if you wanna ship some lmk..next best option is finding a connect in Maine, my friend who's always been my "homie" got it from there and it's better than the acclaimed Oregon shit I use to get. Got some nice stuff for once from the connect I have to go through now, also a friend, never have had to go through anyone I didn't know personally lol.

Titus69Fuck yeah lol if you wanna ship some lmk..next best option is finding a connect in Maine, my friend who's always been my "homie" got it from there and it's better than the acclaimed Oregon shit I use to get. Got some nice stuff for once from the connect I have to go through now, also a friend, never have had to go through anyone I didn't know personally lol.

haha that's something I'll never do for a variety of reasons unfortunately. But if you ever find yourself in Ohio, I would be happy to help ya out. Finding new connections sucks, I'm terrible at it

Rparrhaha that's something I'll never do for a variety of reasons unfortunately. But if you ever find yourself in Ohio, I would be happy to help ya out. Finding new connections sucks, I'm terrible at it

Obviously understand, and if I somehow am there, I'll lyk. Always sketch even if it's a kid I barely know, it's clutch especially since me and all my homies who hook it up live 10 or less minutes apart and sometimes have it delivered if one comes to chill.

My friends with crippling Juul addictions think my monthly LSD use is "unhealthy".

DIRTYBUBBLEMy friends with crippling Juul addictions think my monthly LSD use is "unhealthy".

I mean it's kinda a drug you shouldn't mess with often I imagine. Obviously nicotine addictions are unhealthy, but they're still better than cigs, or at least I hope so. Still douchey.

Titus69I mean it's kinda a drug you shouldn't mess with often I imagine. Obviously nicotine addictions are unhealthy, but they're still better than cigs, or at least I hope so. Still douchey.

I only do it once a month and I treat it with extreme caution. But they all think it's equivalent to shooting up heroin.