Replying to Need some thoughts and motivation

I am a baseball player first off. Im a freshman in college currently i go to franklin pierce university in NH for baseball we are ranked top 5 in the nation (D2). the school is not for me and to make a long story short i got really depressed living in the middle of no where with having no life because of baseball, which i love with all my heart and would do anything for it. I got my release form and got offers from about 5 other schools so far. This year has been the hardest for me to get through and just want some thoughts on what to do. Do i follow my dream of playing ball at coastal carolina or play it safe and go to school back home to where i would guarantee start and play everygame? Its tough for me to make this decision. Now you guys have never seen me play but i had a few D1 offers but nothing major. I dont want to make the same mistake i did and i just wanna give up but i cant cause i love the game so much any suggestions or comments are welcome hopefully you kinda understand where im coming from