Also, I write all of this myself.
*NOTES*
-All of there are just verses and things I write down during school/free time. None are really finished yet.
-Indian Tears is just what I'd call m
First song. I wrote this one to the beat of "Caught In A Hustle" By Immortal Technique. (Original song here if it helps you imagine it a little better. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Igt-jW4e8ts)
Verse 1
Sometimes I wonder (times I wonder)
Why I ever gave in,
My mind is a prison, I don't even know where to begin
Maximum security, hear the drop of a pin
Life is a loosing game, how the fuck can I win,
Pedal through, each day loose a bit more of myself,
Deterioration, my issues can't be solved by wealth
This means war, but the loosing side is my brain,
My soul recoils, watch as it fights back in vain,
People have come and gone, I feel love turn to pain
Every day is shitty, like when ice falls with rain,
I spit acid, that's what's pushed me through this game
Indian Tears bites back, bitch remember my name
Chorus
Sometimes I wonder (times I wonder)
Why you let this begin,
I gave you my love,
And you won't even let me come in,
Sitting under a street lamp, outside in the rain
Watch the tears mix with blood as I cry out in pain
You broke my trust, I gave you my heart and you broke that too,
What the hell did I ever even do to you,
What the hell did I ever even do to you
Verse 2
Sometimes I wonder (times I wonder)
How it's all gonna end,
Will I go out with a fight, or the swipe of a hand,
No one knows for sure, and that's the truth about life,
Your future is written now, by a pen and a strife,
And understand you need to use the ink from your soul,
It's just a thing you gotta do, it's how everyone rolls,
You won the war, your self conflict is over,
But you're still feeling down, we can't get any lower
One day homie, I promise you we'll lift off the ground
Indian Tears, together we'll be flying around
But in the end, I'm isolated, girls just leave you alone
I don't need you to be happy, I can do that on my own
Chorus 2
Sometimes I wonder (times I wonder)
Why you let this begin,
I gave you my love,
And you won't even let me come in,
Sitting under a street lamp, outside in the rain
Watch the tears mix with blood as I cry out in pain
You broke my trust, I gave you my heart and you broke that too,
What the hell did I ever even do to you,
What the hell did I ever even do to you
Outro
Sometimes I wonder (times I wonder)
Why you let this begin,
I gave you my love,
And you won't even let me come in,
Sitting under a street lamp, outside in the rain
Watch the tears mix with blood as I cry out in pain
You broke my trust, I gave you my heart and you broke that too,
What the hell did I ever even do to you,
What the hell did I ever even do to you
Nothin'
Fuck you.
Second song. Only have a chorus and a single verse.
I am alone
Exiled on an island deep in my brain,
With nothing to do but sit and cry out in vain,
I feel light fading out, life has really sped by,
Nobody can really live without feeling something die,
So look me in the eye and tell me I'm alive,
Search deep within my pupil, and find a single star in a galaxy,
Struggling to shine, but fading out periodically,
I'm going out without a fight, but you can save me
But I know you don't want to, who would want to save Kie,
Who wants a clouded sky when they have a Colorado sunset,
Who would trade golds and yellows for a greyish blackish offset,
Only someone as lost as me,
But getting this lost requires a lot of pain and energy,
You need to go through a lot, and fight back even more,
You have to understand no matter how rich you are,
You're always relativity poor, I beg for more,
I'll never get enough of your presence,
Strive to get more as I battle pestilence,
So as I fade out of this verse,
I sit out in the rain, gathering my words
Chorus 1
I breathe in,
Gathering my thoughts in the wind,
When it comes to relationships I know I won't win,
I push on regardless,
And never look back on the past,
You'll learn that in life
That the past is a prison,
Of failure and rejection, broken hopes and misfortunes,
It will remind you of everything that's ever gone wrong,
You'll need to steer clear of the past and push through the fog,
And when I get lost, I'll let my rhymes light the way,
Luminescent lyrics float from my pen, fly away
Song 3.
Verse 1
I feel like when it's all said and done,
I know I'm not a hoodrat,
But I live and die by the gun,
And that I've been surviving on the edge of my blade
Brutal and unforgiving, never letting it sway,
I can't say I've lived in the ghetto,
But my mind feels like one,
Dark and volatile, axis of reality spun,
Depression is full tilt, high stakes all or none,
So I fight tooth and nail until I see the sun,
Feel it's warmth on my skin, I've been happy before,
But sadness took it away, and smashed it like glass on the floor
But now I'm cleaning up my act, rebuilding like the twin towers,
Sturdy, stronger and better,
But I feel like their predecessors, conspired to fall,
I'm being hacked to pieces like the Berlin Wall
Chorus 1
The knife bites deep into my flesh and the pain bleeds out,
Purple and rancid, This is what pain is about,
Revelation of suffering, I'm tearing my heart out,
Fighting Titans in Tarturus, killing Kronos and all,
Striking down my demons, Indian Tears stands tall,
Or so it appears, in reality I'm broken,
Bashed and battered, I leave my hardships unspoken,
Slinking through life, trailed by bits of a broken heart,
Bruised and bloody, yet still pumping hip-hop through my veins,
Lyrics and rhymes drawn by pen, augmented by brain
If you read through my wall of text then I thank you and applaud you.
Please leave me feedback if there is any.
Sorry for grammatical errors!
Much thanks,
-Kie
