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shaggy.
Posts: 433 - Karma: 299
So i posted on here a while back about how i was homeless. My friend, her name was Brooke, let me sleep in her house for a week and a half till her parents kicked me out. Two nights ago Brooke was struck and killed by a car. I just want to share because i need to talk about it. Im just... so much... her last words to me where: "never choose a permanent solution to a temporary problem". That was four nights ago. i was feeling really suicidal that night being homeless and cold and all. Now my will to live has never been stronger. i live for her as well as myself as well as my two best friends who also loved and cared for her. When she was living she was the sweetest girl. she would do anything you asked. she just wanted her friends to smile and to be happy. we would tease her by calling her our crew bitch (it was affectionate). but now she is our crew angel. I am going to be getting a tattoo of a necklace of a dove that she wore with her birth and death dates. never forget. This was her favorite song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66islBmrFWU please listen to it. i cant stop listening to it. i dont hear his voice, i hear her's singing it. I love you Brooke. Watch over the Committee.
Sep 13 2012 2:16AM
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shaggy.
Posts: 433 - Karma: 299
And darling, I'm lost/ I heard you whispering that night in Fountain Square/ The trash-filled streets made me wish we were headed home
And I'm wasted/ You can taste it/ Don't look at me that way/ 'Cause I'll be hanging from a rope/ I'll be hanging from a rope
Sep 13 2012 2:22AM
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introvert
Posts: 4718 - Karma: 1,482
I'm normally not one to say this, but vibes
Sep 13 2012 2:24AM
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kungfusteeze
Posts: 700 - Karma: 47
Vibes mang. That is beyond terrible. I can't offer any words that will really help. But, stay up. Keep her in your heart.
Sep 13 2012 3:02AM
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Bateman
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oh my god this is sad
Sep 13 2012 3:25AM
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E__
Posts: 5751 - Karma: 4,635
Damn man, I really feel for ya. There isn't much I can do but I hope the best for everyone it affected.
Sep 13 2012 4:07AM
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E__
Posts: 5751 - Karma: 4,635
Damn man, I really feel for ya. There isn't much I can do but I hope the best for everyone it affected.
Sep 13 2012 4:07AM
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Chuffin
Posts: 121 - Karma: 155
That is a brilliant song... and to see in the comments a message to Brooke is heart wrenching.
I'm sorry you've had to suffer a loss of someone you care about. Hope you're holding up ok. Be strong for her.
Sep 13 2012 5:54AM
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JaayLaay
Posts: 939 - Karma: 89
Vibes man. I definatly know how it feels to lose a friend.
Sep 13 2012 7:28AM
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NotGhood
Posts: 2809 - Karma: 1,255
Wow...that's really horrible. The worst things happen to the best people. Vibes.
Sep 13 2012 7:38AM
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stickerman
Posts: 2043 - Karma: 147
terrible, just terrible. Vibes++
Sep 13 2012 8:19AM
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whoa-dere
Posts: 10596 - Karma: 7,103
vibes!
Sep 13 2012 8:37AM
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feihlination
Posts: 8356 - Karma: 1,084
vibes
Sep 13 2012 8:40AM
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profa_212
Posts: 8898 - Karma: 35,879
Shit man....vibes.
Sep 13 2012 8:56AM
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Puzzled
Posts: 4267 - Karma: 4,448
You're part of the NS family, we love ya man.
Vibes and keep the positive thinking, life is a gift.
Sep 13 2012 10:29AM
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rareison
Posts: 10263 - Karma: 219
++vibes
Sep 13 2012 10:33AM
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GavinW
Posts: 574 - Karma: 89
Vibes..... Very sad
Sep 13 2012 1:44PM
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JakeAssBeatClap
Posts: 6673 - Karma: 2,537
Hope things turn around for you. SOrry to hear of your friend. I just hope all goes well.
Sep 13 2012 1:49PM
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_vt_
Posts: 59 - Karma: 23
SHit, i knew she got hit, didnt know she died :*( serious vibes my friend
Sep 13 2012 1:53PM
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doitbig
Posts: 4818 - Karma: 315
keep your head up
Sep 13 2012 2:07PM
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Big5hifty
Posts: 3243 - Karma: 1,253
I'm really sorry to hear that man. If you ever need someone to vent or talk to, feel free to pm me. Vibes to her, her family and friends like yourself.
Sep 13 2012 2:21PM
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no_steeze
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vibes man, good for you for keeping your head up
Sep 13 2012 2:25PM
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GrabsForFun
Posts: 1378 - Karma: 396
Vibes man
Sep 13 2012 2:57PM
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Wallisch_pl
Posts: 5260 - Karma: 1,022
Terrible, vibes, where do you live? I'm sure any NSer would let you stay
Sep 13 2012 3:05PM
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Corin
Posts: 1665 - Karma: 524
So many vibes sent your way! This is terrible.
Sep 13 2012 3:13PM
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shaggy.
Posts: 433 - Karma: 299
Thank you for the positive thoughts guys. NSG is usually a shit storm but i know that we all actually have souls. And we do show them when the time is right. Anyways I'm sorry for the depressing subject matter of this thread but know this, Brooke was the kind of girl who just wanted everyone to smile and be happy no matter what. She always did that for me. She still does because I have my memories of her: I'd like to share one with you. So one night about two weeks ago I was about to fall asleep in a park when Brooke came and found me in the play structure. She kind of flipped and decided to bring me to her house to sneak me into her basement (i had gotten kicked out of her house by her parents earlier that week). We stayed up all night doing stupid stuff like screwing with people on omegle and smoking cigs. She risked getting herself kicked out of her house (that was the punishment her parents set up if she pissed them off again) just to give me a bed for the night. Her mom found out but was chill with it but her step dad didnt find out thankfully. I will take memories like these with me forever. And they will always give me a smile. Anyways this is the last thing i have to say: My two best friends and I who loved and cared for Brooke will be covering Broadripple is Burning in a video in honor of her. I will post it in here when its ready. R.I.P. Brooke, I miss you so much.....
Sep 13 2012 3:19PM
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HamFaceGirl
Posts: 5242 - Karma: 2,676
That's terrible, vibes man. What you're going through must be insane
Sep 13 2012 3:21PM
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Wallisch_pl
Posts: 5260 - Karma: 1,022
I hope your parents let you back in your house considering all you've gone through?
Sep 13 2012 3:25PM
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Jakx~
Posts: 653 - Karma: 503
Aww man! vibes! and that's my favorite song too!
Sep 13 2012 4:33PM
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FrysNation
Posts: 491 - Karma: 471
sorry to hear that man + vibes she sounded like a great person
Sep 13 2012 4:38PM
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Jesse.White
Posts: 450 - Karma: 754
Vibes wow
Sep 13 2012 5:44PM
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AndyGreen
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wow man so much vibes!
Sep 13 2012 5:52PM
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Wompuscat
Posts: 818 - Karma: 380
Honestly difficult for me to read that all the way through. Vibes man, and I wish the very best for you in this difficult, difficult time.
Sep 13 2012 6:11PM
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seb_hofmann
Posts: 155 - Karma: 1,453
definaitly a hard thread to get though, vibes
Sep 13 2012 6:54PM
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HoneyBadger
Posts: 998 - Karma: 234
You and your friend will be in my prayers <3
Sep 13 2012 6:59PM
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@skiinmitch
Posts: 2781 - Karma: 78
thats tough man. mad vibes
Sep 13 2012 7:05PM
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Dock.Ellis
Posts: 136 - Karma: 19
vibes man, Thats a tough situation i know, just stay strong
Sep 13 2012 7:37PM
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daannnnieel
Posts: 5163 - Karma: 4,293
Vibes. Life is so shitty some times, she sounded like an amazing person. It will get better with time.
Sep 13 2012 7:43PM
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m-tang
Posts: 340 - Karma: 97
That legitimately brought a tear to my eye. So many vibes man.
Sep 13 2012 7:47PM
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EC-Skier
Posts: 3899 - Karma: 668
It always sucks to lose someone so close to you man, glad to hear that youre keeping your head up. Vibes for you man
Sep 13 2012 7:49PM
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802Valley
Posts: 625 - Karma: 309
ehh man i feel for you ++++++++
Sep 13 2012 8:07PM
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SamwiseTheGamgee
Posts: 686 - Karma: 817
So sorry to hear man, my thoughts are with you. If you ever need a non-judgemental person to talk to, I'm always here man. I know this may sound really cheesy and all, but someone once said "don't mourn over a person because they've passed a way, but rather celebrate their life and be proud of the fact that you were included in it" (I probably fucked it up somehow, but you get the point)
Sep 13 2012 8:10PM
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Steve-Brown
Posts: 1894 - Karma: 810
man, i may never go through that, and won't know how you feel. i'm so sorry for you man, the fortunate part of this though is that you have something to live for.
vibes man
Sep 13 2012 8:11PM
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.Jacob
Posts: 1838 - Karma: 1,160
This, heavy vibes :(
Sep 13 2012 8:13PM
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HalfandHalf
Posts: 1216 - Karma: 207
The day i break up with my girlfriend every thread seems to be sad.
makes me feel like my situation is minuscule compared to struggles in someone else's life.
Vibes 100 times and over, to you, and everyone else out there in a dark situation.
Sep 13 2012 8:22PM
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kamron_708
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++Vibes man. May 3rd and 4th I spent all day and night with Ryan Nash, I even Smoked him out 2 nights in a row and the Sunday after he committed suicide. Look up #RN20 on twitter or google. You'll understand it.
Sep 13 2012 9:06PM
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