Wow thank you for the revelation!
At first I cried reading your post, then as I was about to slit my wrist I remembered your mother's warm tender gaze in the front row at my last live performance. As I thought of her sexually enticing smile & the way she becomes extremely uninhibited & outright naughty when we indulge in a world of lust 2gether, I suddenly felt a tear of joy roll down my cheek. It was beautiful... almost spiritual. I guess when you wished for God to have mercy on my soul he answered your request. Thank you! Your enlightenment has touched my heart.
xo