Just felt like I needed to let a little rage out that has been building up inside for the past few days. So here it goes.
My ex and I had been dating for over two years when she called it quits two weeks ago. I'm in the Air Force and stationed over here in Germany, and she is back home in NY. We had been doing fine with the distance. It was tough, but I felt like we could get through it. We had made plans for her to come out here and live with me. She would take all online classes, and I could get here a job on the base with full healthcare and cheap schooling. We would have had our own house, and been together. I was even going to propose to her and make it final. I had held off on her plane ticket for a while because money was tight on my side, but she would still hound me everyday to get the ticket for her.
Everyday we would talk about her coming out, and all the plans we had to travel and just live together finally. This went on for a few months till two weeks ago. I had saved up enough money and got her the one way ticket to Germany. I had told her and she was so excited, it had put her in tears. We did not talk the next day because of work on both our sides, and this would happen from time to time with the time difference. But anyway I call her again the next day and she answers and says I can't do this anymore. She said that her heart is not in it anymore and that she can't keep lying to me. I was heartbroken and sick to my stomach.
So after a week of not talking I call her back to try and see if she was in just some stupid mood, or on her period where she got some stupid thoughts in her head. But the phone call was even worse than the first. She was not upset at all when I called her. Like she could not give two shits about this, and that she was not emotionally phased one bit. So after begging and pleading I accepted defeat and said goodbye. Well two days later I call one of my friends to talk about it and he told me the real story. Turns out my most hated person from back home. The one asshole that I went to highschool with and wanted to beat his ass everyday. You know what I mean.... Well turns out she fucked him. She cheated on me with this motherfucker and then broke up with me.
She could not tell me I had to find out from my buddy back home. I was so pissed off when I found out, I called her and laid into her. I told her that I what she did was like spitting in my face. I am over here being loyal to her, and telling every chick that walks up to me to fuck off. I loved her and would not even think twice of doing anything like that to her. I mean it is so easy for me to go out and fuck a chick on my base here, and the surrounding german chicks. But I didn't I staid truthful.
So now I lost all the cash for the plane ticket, and am stuck with still paying off some earrings I bought her.
I'm so pissed off right now and just can't even to begin why she would do that to me. After all I had done for her, and the things I was going to do for her when she came over. She fucked up her dream life...she really did.
Anyway sorry for the rage thread, but I just needed to get it out. Maybe in a few days when my hatred grows stronger I will release some of the nude photos to you NS....
Thanks for listening NS, goodnight!