For the past month or so i have been feeling absolutely terrible about everything i do, and myself everyday. I find it incredibly hard to stay in a good mood for more than 30 minutes at a time, and when i do, its because i TRIED to be happy, i never just happen to be a in a good mood. I had a track meet a few days ago, did great in my events, was in a great mood, until i got home where it all just felt completely pointless. Everything in my life seems completely pointless, i dont have a girlfriend, i cant stay close to my siblings/parents, and im not close with any of my friends, no matter how much they think i am. I seem to feel like my friends do care about me and the way i feel but dont understand me enough to notice anything wrong. I cant keep going like this, i need some help bad.
Ive seen therapists about this, and they provide something that helps for a day or two, and proceeds to vanish. I talk to my parents, they say its normal for someone my age (17) to feel this way.
All i want from you fellow NS'ers is anything you have that may help me. If anyone has been in a similar situation, and can tell me how they are doin, or how they got by, i will forever be grateful.
if Karma is really what its gonna take to fuel this, then karma it will be.
+k to good responses
-k to fuckfaces.
