Really? THATS why you "hate," skiing? Whats wrong with you man!?? Forget about going pro or whatever and just go out and have fun! Don't worry about anything other than the moment and just go out and have a blast, you are guaranteed to get better faster and just have an all around better time! Skiing is about fun, FUN. Not trying to go pro or anything.
Sure, I think it would be sick to go pro, but honestly, the only real reason is I think I could probably be able to ski more pow and cooler spots than just ski bumming! If you feel the moment is right to try to go pro, go for it, but if not, just keep having fun. That's what it's all about.
Also, getting better is a mind game, and you have to have an abundance of positivity. YOU sir need to get some more positivity.