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I've been in college for a semester and started my second semester 2 weeks ago. I'm not a super skier but i'm not half bad either. (Like cork 9's etc shit) Anyway at the end of last semester I tore my acl, mcl, and meniscus (around december 8th). Since I've been dealing ok I guess. It just sucks not being able to do anything really physical and hard. I used to run around 5 miles every 2 days and sometimes go on super long runs 15ish miles. Funny story I ran home from Westminister to my apartment in Golden once but that's for another time. Anyway I have a awesome Girlfriend who pushes me to be better etc. Furthermore, I got a 4.0 last semester which ain't too bad. Lately and even for the past year ish (since i started cutting down on weed now I rarely smoke once a month max) I just haven't been able to find a point for my life. I mean ya great i can be an engineer and design shit or do anything really but whats the point. We all die at some point. Furthermore in the last 2 months my sleeping schedule has been getting weirder and weirder. I used to not sleep once in a while to party or have fun and sometimes do school work but rarely. Lately I sleep one night and stay up all night or sleep 1-2 hours the next night. Like WTF is wrong with me. I don't feel fulfilled. IDK maybe i'm just fucking crazy or neurotic or something. Furthermore I procrastinate like fucking crazy. Literally Ik what work i have to do and I tell my girlfriend that I'm doing it and all my roommates and shit and i sit down and just stare off into space or read or just do random shit. Right now I have 3 articles to write for my job (I'm a writer for the paper) 1 article to edit and 1 paper due for a class tomorrow to write. I'lll prob start doing that tomorrow around 5 or 6 am. Finally another thing is I lie a lot. Like even when i don't have to. Oh and I am super self-depreciating. For example, I always think the worst of myself. I sorta just realized that i'm not fully right in the head now so I'm thinking of going to see a counselor this week but I love how Newschoolers is super judgmental and just awesome that way so I thought I'd post and see wtf you guys have to say. IDK what my question is exactly I guess just respond to my message. Am I depressed, Neurotic, fine, crazy, i don't care just tell me something even if it's just terrible.