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im not sure about anything in life, its weird like music and weed and skiing and friends is everything that i love in my life but there is realistically no way any of those things are gonna get me anywhere. throughout life you find things that you love and you want to follow but there are so many different things you have to do to survive so you cant follow any of those passions. i dont want to spend my whole life in some fucking office job where i do the same thing over and over and over again. from when you are first born you are never free. you will go through your whole life being told what to do and following what other ppl do. for the first 18 years of your life you are completely under the control of you parents and your peers, they spend there days just telling you how to live and they try to teach you what they know. i would almost call it brain washing. dont get me wrong i fucking love life but i have a feeling that pretty soon my whole life is gonna go to shit because im not gonna no what to do. after i graduate i dont want to got to uni but my brother did and my parents would be so disappointed. you see thats what i mean i am so lost in what to do because of what my parents wtll think. and if i didn't go to uni then i would feel like these last few years in school were a complete waste of time. if i didnt got to school after high school then what would i do, probs move up to a mountain and ski bum the rest of my life. but you can only do that for so long. what happens when im to old to ski and i have no moey because i never got a legit job. thinking of the future is a complete mind fuck and now im just really confused