The fact I am on NS and even more profound: the fact that I have made several posts on NSG....... means that I am not in a normal state of mind.
Left side of my face/cheekbone is broken in 4 places, have surgery coming up on Wed... so I've been taking it easy, loungin, trying to stay high as an antenna, trying to get work done (no, not school work), always going for the gold. Even if i get distracted sometimes. Everyone does to some extent.
Ganja is truly a miracle plant, but I divorced mary jane several years ago..... It was time to let go, took a lot to be able to say that. So no , not blazing. Balancing some other things.
But yeah the MDs at the malloxicaoral surgery department at least left me with a bunch of treats to keep that annoying pain away, and from me gettin too down. I joked I didn't get any candy for halloween this year, so they gave me a friendly amount of perks
Posted up real comfortable, everything nice and soft , warm, nice linens, oversized cashmere bathrobe, not that cold but made a nice fire, burning bright and cozy, earlier chalked up like 45mg of addy and downed them with some green tea and cut open a perfectly ripe papaya. Fell into the zone for several hours, enjoying the artificial euphoria, fully content, and pure confidence of my mind and my work.....
then a little bit ago, ignoring the sporadic and expected drunk saturday night sounds from outside, i only got up to have some Edememe I boiled with some sea salt, more green tea and ice water, was not feeling bad , but could tell I was coming down slowly and popped 2 perks and just a single kpin, some vitamins and rolled up some turkish/Golden virginia fresh loose tobacco in some ricep apers.
Having the nice low tolerance I have, 30-40 minutes passed before I felt my fingers tingle and myself rather suddenly rather very high, but as always - a high of the most clarity and productive/introspective thought.... wow what a nice mix, they synergized together perfectly. a euphoric, speedy and sedating state, and turned up the bass and surround sound, wrote a couple more pages, finished some design work, lit up a pinner of that tobaccy, now about to sign off, let my eyes rest from the LEDs, shawty is finishing her smaller sized papaya. Then I'll drink more green tea, and tell her its doming time, which she is quite amazing at . then after probably go to sleep. And sleep well. And almost forget that on wed 3 titanium plates will have to be drilled into the bones in my face.
There is always a time to pop bottles, get ignant. tonight is not. No reason to hate on anything. Facing a bottle is most likely much worse for you than enjoying this occasional balance of moderate mixing synthetic wonders
