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Bi-polar I

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Kratotalaga
Posts: 347 - Karma: 22
it sucks, im not normal, i have been suicidal all day, yesterday i felt great and today i have loaded and cocked my .22 about 10 different times, but never did it. last time i drove my car into a tree at 95mph and walked away, the next time the lawnmower ran out of gas before i could inhale enough fumes to asphyxiate. im sick of all this world bullshit and loans debts manic mood swings, people calling me lazy because i get so fucking depressed i dont do shit for days, nobody in my family or friends feels my pain  and i just want it to end peacefully, ASAP
Aug 7 2011 11:34PM
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[evan]
Posts: 5628 - Karma: 117
killing yourself is a serious no-no

a permanent solution to a temporary problem
Aug 7 2011 11:35PM
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emilyiscool
Posts: 1628 - Karma: 60
ns is not the place for this, please call a therapist you need real help
Aug 7 2011 11:36PM
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Kratotalaga
Posts: 347 - Karma: 22
i did like 8 times no answer
Aug 7 2011 11:37PM
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PJS.
Posts: 11943 - Karma: 895
you need to go to a therapist asap.
Aug 7 2011 11:38PM
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emilyiscool
Posts: 1628 - Karma: 60
wait till morning, go in person and call your family doctor see if they can set up an appointment for you. until then please stay away from guns and cars, killing yourself is never going to help anything
Aug 7 2011 11:38PM
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Chubz.
Posts: 13918 - Karma: 25,661
DO NOT KILL YOURSELF!




NO JUST DON'T. Think of all the people you make happy in this world. How much joy you bring to the people that love you, and care for you.
Aug 7 2011 11:39PM
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esotericjive
Posts: 1889 - Karma: 1,445
1-800-273-8255

Just talk to someone.
Someone I know did, now he's enjoying life, and realizes that what was going on wasn't permanent.
Aug 7 2011 11:40PM
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californiagrown
Posts: 9794 - Karma: 2,014
aaaaaaand now i know its bullshit.
Aug 7 2011 11:41PM
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PJS.
Posts: 11943 - Karma: 895
my advice would be to give your car keys and gun to a person you trust, and tell them to stay away from you, as a way to keep away from those things.
Aug 7 2011 11:41PM
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emilyiscool
Posts: 1628 - Karma: 60
cmon man dont be like that, you have a 50/50 hes telling the truth. 50 and hes a sucsessful troll and who the fuck cares it killed 5 seconds of your time, the other half he could be serious and he actually needs support, why would you put that up to chance?
Aug 7 2011 11:42PM
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mellifluous
Posts: 1682 - Karma: 68
I'm bipolar I as well. Right now I'm also in a depressive state.
Welp from what you've said, I've been there too and I got admitted to the hospital because of it. That was my first admittance, then I got discharged, had a manic and another suicidal episode as well as psychosis and was readmitted.
Go to the hospital. Please. Explain yourself at emergency. You may not think it but suicidal ideations are considered a medical emergency. So please go, and if you do get admitted, the time there will really help, I promise. PM me if you need to talk
Aug 7 2011 11:43PM
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californiagrown
Posts: 9794 - Karma: 2,014
because i am 100% sure its bullshit...and this is not something to make a joke about.
Aug 7 2011 11:44PM
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skier_boy26
Posts: 11295 - Karma: 502
stop crying for attention on here. please go somewhere where you can get help. NS is not the place.
Aug 7 2011 11:45PM
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emilyiscool
Posts: 1628 - Karma: 60
what if hes not joking and you just made him feel worse? when someones in a suicidal state it doesnt take much to push them why are you going out of your way to post shit, if you think its bullshit just ignore it...
Aug 7 2011 11:45PM
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.spaghetticat.
Posts: 4283 - Karma: 890
Dont kill urself

think of everyone u know all of your friends

think of all the times u laughed

think of your family

sorry ur not feeling good

please dont kill yourself

Aug 7 2011 11:54PM
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DUKES
Posts: 5150 - Karma: 691
really..........................c'mon....really
Aug 7 2011 11:56PM
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Skittle.
Posts: 2537 - Karma: 718
my best friend thats like a brother to me slit his throat and almost killed himself, and ive thought about it as well. you just need to think only about the positives in life. there are still people out there that care about you and love you. life is something that you get only one chance at, and you need to seize that chance and make the most of it. think about a happy time or place, such as skiing. honestly, i know how you feel that life isnt worth living anymore and you need to just overcome that and think about the positives. theres always somebody to help you. call a friend or family member for the time being and have them come to you so you can spend time together and just talk. go see a therapist as soon as you can. no matter what, just remember that theres always someone there for you. if you need to, pm me and we can chat
Aug 7 2011 11:58PM
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Ruffles
Posts: 1132 - Karma: 29
i hate newschoolers sometimes.
Aug 7 2011 11:58PM
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mattytru
Posts: 2788 - Karma: 5,618
^asswipe

my brothers bipolar man, along with a host of other shit that i wont get into.. hang in there, youll hit a good patch, just get to someone to talk to asap. its one of the most important things you can do
Aug 8 2011 12:02AM
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charmander
Posts: 10636 - Karma: 370
My girlfriend's little brother is bi-polar, and he sorta tried to kill himself last winter. It's not worth it to put your family through that.
Aug 8 2011 12:27AM
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Just_Send_It
Posts: 4761 - Karma: 992
1. give the gun to someone you trust.
2. Get off ns
3. talk to someone you trust.
Aug 8 2011 2:57AM
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[creative]
Posts: 539 - Karma: 128
iv had 4 people that iv known kill themselvs. you WILL see better days and things WILL get better i promise you. Choose life
Aug 8 2011 3:05AM
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Broken_Rides
Posts: 334 - Karma: 224

IF YOU HATE EVERYBODY?

WHY NOT TRY TO PISS OFF AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE?

NOT EVERYBODY'S A QUEER!

GET ANGRY, AND YOU'LL OVERCOME THIS PHASE!

Aug 8 2011 3:23AM
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Broken_Rides
Posts: 334 - Karma: 224

IF YOU HATE EVERYBODY?

WHY NOT TRY TO PISS OFF AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE?

NOT EVERYBODY'S A QUEER!

GET ANGRY, AND YOU'LL OVERCOME THIS PHASE!

Aug 8 2011 3:24AM
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ski-or-die
Posts: 770 - Karma: 17
the reason suicide hasn't worked for you yet is because you are not trying to take enough people down with you! dont you know over population is the # 1 problem on earth... trees save lives and thats a fact! your lucky to be diagnosed with bi polar at least you have something to look forward to... like omg what if you were just depressed?
Aug 8 2011 4:26AM
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