Just had an awkward conversation with an olympic runner from Jordan.
He asked me if I was here to ski, I said yes. He asked me if I was a professional, I said no. Then he asked me, "Why Not?"
WTF do you say to that? I said it was because I'm still afraid of a lot of stuff, I don't think he understood what I meant. But fuck, it sucks to say the reason you aren't better at something is because you are afraid of it. Shit.