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I hate my job. And I am coming to the realization that I will undoubtedly always hate my job as long as I am not seeing adventure or some kind of outside/exciting profession. I cant stand sitting at a desk for 8 hours a day. Realizing that you will NEVER have another spring break, summer break, or winter break again is a depressing feeling. Right now I am trying to plan a camping trip in Utah. Hopefully this gets me out of this sob story and I can be happy doing something.
The worst part is that even though I hate my job, I have no idea what job I would actually enjoy. If I quit my job today I would be so fucking lost. I am tired of waking up being pissed off that it isn't the end of the week. I want to stop thinking 2 3 more days, 2 more days, etc. I want to start thinking TODAY.
The real world sucks. Hope it gets better someday.
Dude I totally feel you on this. My first job I had for 10 years solid and I loved every ounce of it and would still be doing it if it actually paid my bills. Now I work a silly desk job that DOES pay the bills, but I count down the days to the weekend.
It just sucks having a job where you don't feel accomplished at the end of the day, and you're already dreading the next days work. But at this point in my life I can't really just say fuck it and do what I want. Blows.
Dude enjoy school. When you are done with it you realize you will have LESS time to do what you want. Though you will start to make money and have the means to, you will not have the time.
I feel ya. It's more of not wanting to have to sift through and deal with everyone's bullshit and less of doing work/getting it done. I'm having a good time with friends, it's just I hate having to have to sift through and deal with it. I hate conflict and shit like tat and undo my best to stay away. I just get tired of hearing/seeing it all. I guess that goes for every HS, eh?
I hate how my parents always are negative towards everything. I never wanna become bitter and angry like them, always more concerned with how expensive everything is instead of enjoying life. I want to ask them if they really are happy with their lives, what their lives turned out to be like. I would want to kill myself if I had the life they have.
Ugh...fuck homeless people. Saw a dude on the way to the gym walking around with a sign asking for food and/or money. I was feeling pretty good so i stopped and gave him a 5 cause nobody was even paying attention to him. Fast forward about an hour - I'm leaving the gym, there's a liquor store next door where I will stop sometimes to buy gatorade and a snack on the way home. Dude is in line to buy booze. I called him out and he just says something along the lines of, "What did you expect?" So frustrating.
Sitting in my IB Chemistry class with the same 15 kids i have been with all day, everyday for a year and how i'm going to kill them all by the end of this year. And how i am so happy that i will graduate this year to move on with my life.
im sick feeling 24/7 no appetite nothing sounds good but i'm so hungry i just dry heaved and puked up nothing. fuck fuck fuck fuckfuck fuck. I hate you stomach i hate you
did an engraving for my Special Forces bud today on a bottle of Johnnie Walker Blue, only a 180 dollar engaving and it was about an Inch by inch. Pretty sweet though.
night time is cool. i'd love to be nocturnal. I always get these crazy urges to do stuff at night.
I was driving over a mountain and was all freaked out in the dark, kept thinking I saw animals and shit on the side of the road, was kind of working myself into a lather, and then all of a sudden there was a fox in the middle of the road, that since I was being alert, I was able to brake for and not hit. Kinda weird.