i dont understand why people drink/why drinking is so prevalent. can nobody enjoy themselves without alcohol?
sigh. i'm at university, and to meet anyone, you need to drink. it's a social prerequisite, and you are cast away from uni-society without it. so i'm considering taking up drinking just so i don't have to sit alone in my room friday and saturday evenings. luckily i have a high school bud to hang out with during the day. i'm pretty interesting and intelligent (no shit, i've gotten this, unprompted, from a ton of people), yet have not had sex.
while i'm sure i'll fully enjoy my summer and forget about this once i'm out of uni, it's kinda lonely right now.
fuck, i just cried a little.
writing it out really bring's it home. good thing this is the internet, where i am almost certainly anonymous.
at least skiing is here to keep me company, even thought i've only been 6 times this year so far, as opposed to about 35 by this time last year.
cheers and thanks for the laughs NSG.