I think I have a pretty weird obsession with madness.
I watched Donnie Darko, and was immediately drawn to the psycho-emotional problems of Donnie, and of course his distrubing hallucinations, wishing that I could experience them.
I am constantly wondering what the world looks like through other people's eyes, and if they see things the same way if I do, or if I am the one seeing things different than they should be.
I find myself often wishing that I were insane, which I think, in a way, is an insanity in and of itself.