Replying to tryouts

I have to put this out there and get it out of my mind...
I havent even been on summer vacation for two weeks, and I'm already thinking about soccer tryouts beginning august 26. See, soccer is super intense in my town. tons of kids play, and most are good. I'm decent at soccer, I was a starter last year on defense. but last year, I was gaurenteed a spot on the team. this year, its quite debatable. I wish I didn't have to play, but my family has put a lot of pressure on me to continue playing soccer. I hate running, yet everyday I have ran just to keep in shape so I dont die at team camp. fuck soccer, its fucking with my head. I cant stop thinking about tryouts, and when I think about it I get nervours. its making me a wreck an a half. shit


-> Colleen
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